Destined to Change by Harley, M. (top android ebook reader TXT) 📕

“Need some help?” I asked.

She responded, “It seems as though I do.”

I walked to the front of the four-wheeler and quickly assessed the damage.  She had literally blown a gasket.  Poor thing…it was gonna take a lot to get it back in working order.

“I’ll have to bring a trailer down to pick it up later.”

Then I climbed on my four-wheeler, motioned to her, and said, “Hop on.”

She climbed on behind me and wrapped her arms around my waist.  Holy shit! She felt so damn good and she was holding on so tight. No Jaxon, this is not a good idea.  You are screwed in the head and you will hurt her. I told myself this, but I had a strong tendency to not listen to myself.

We rode around the property, stopping a couple of times to fix some fence. It started to get dark, so I was trying to get us back to the barn fast.  All of a sudden it started raining.  I sped up and just as I did I drove right into a huge puddle and the damn four-wheeler sank in.  The rain was falling in sheets, and we were soaking wet.  I was pissed.  I jumped off of the four-wheeler and got behind it to push it out of the puddle.  “Loralei, I need you to gun it when I say the word.”  I was pushing and I yelled at her, “Now.”

Mud flew up all over me.  I was fucking covered in it.  And what was she doing?  Laughing her ass off.  God, she was so cute when she laughed at me.  I told her I didn’t like it, but secretly it was becoming one of my favorite things.

I grabbed her and pressed my body to hers.  Damn, it felt good to rub all over her.  There was that damn electricity again.  I knew what I needed to do, but in that moment all that mattered was what I wanted to do. “Fuck it.”

I slammed my mouth to hers and knocked us both to the ground.  We were lying in the mud, laughing, and kissing.  I slid my hands under her shirt, up to her breasts.  They were so damn perfect.  I had dreamed about touching them.  It was amazing.  I pulled her soaking wet shirt off and I had to see them, so I pulled her bra down under her breasts.  They had to be kissed.  I started at her neck and worked my way down.  She was shuddering and I thought she was going to come right then.

I took her nipple in my mouth and sucked.  I couldn’t help myself, I nipped her.  She cried out when I made my way to her other nipple and did the same thing.

I was freaked out, afraid I hurt her. “Shit, did I hurt you?”

She said, “No, it feels so good - please don’t stop.”

That was all I needed to hear.  I went back to work on her nipples.  They were so beautiful and they just needed to be nibbled on.

She was rubbing my chest and pulling at my jeans.  I was kissing her neck, chest, stomach, I needed to taste her.  She was about to come unraveled under me.  She was so responsive.  She wanted me, just as much as I wanted her.

I looked up at her, wanting to make sure it was okay for me to go further.  Her nod was all I needed.  I pulled off her jeans and panties.  I kissed her thigh and then started heading for the one place I really wanted to be.  I needed to taste her, so I did.  I was using my tongue to draw circles on her clit.  She was loving it.   She arched her back and that’s when I slid a finger in and then another.  Watching her come undone was beautiful.  It was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen.  When she screamed, “Jaxon – Oh my god - Jaxon!” I about lost it.

I wanted to kiss her - a sweet kiss to let her know how much I cared.  I was falling for this woman.  I couldn’t stay away another minute.  There were things about me that I was going to have to tell her, but not today.  Right now I just wanted to be with her.

She reached down and started to unbutton my jeans.  I wanted that more than anything, what man wouldn’t?  But this was for her.  This was about me showing her how much I cared.  I said, “This was for you. I just wanted to make you feel like I've felt every time I’ve looked at you.”

While we were having this mind blowing experience the rain had stopped and the sun was now shining.  She asked, “Why didn’t you kiss me on our date?”

I didn’t want to tell her the truth.  I didn’t want to tell her that I didn’t think I was good enough for her.  So, I told her a partial truth, “You have no idea how much I wanted to. But you had been drinking, and I didn’t want our first real kiss to happen when you were tipsy.”

She gave me a sweet kiss, and said, “Thanks for that. This first kiss was pretty amazing.” I was in trouble.  I was falling hard for this woman.

Loralei

I asked Jaxon if he would like to have dinner with me and the kids tonight. After he agreed we walked back to my house and Jaxon told me he wanted to go home and shower and change. We were pretty dirty after our tryst in the mud.

He said he would be back soon. When I got inside the house I found a note from my mom:

Honey,

Jake saw you and Jaxon riding around the property and I thought you might want some “alone” time so I will keep the twins overnight. Have fun and don’t think too much!

Love, Mom

My mom was a piece of work, but she was right - an entire evening with Jaxon sounded