Destined to Change by Harley, M. (top android ebook reader TXT) 📕

going anywhere, Lor. You are mine.” He kissed my neck and moved down to my breasts. He was caressing one with his hand and kissing the other. I couldn’t decide which felt better. They both felt pretty amazing. He kept looking up at me. I couldn’t take my eyes of him. He was so beautiful.

He removed his hand from my breast and slid it down to my panties. Never breaking eye contact, he removed my panties. Then he leaned up and started looking at me, like really looking at me. When his gaze got to my c-section scar, he leaned down and placed soft kisses along it. It felt amazing, but I was shaking. He was getting really close to the place I wanted him to be.

“Babe, are you okay?”

I guess he felt me shaking and it worried him. “I’m just a little nervous.”

He stopped what he was doing, gave me a long, sweet kiss and said, “What did I tell you, Lor? There is no reason to be nervous. It’s just me. I love you.”

I shook my head. “Maybe I wouldn’t be so nervous if I wasn’t the only one lying here naked.”

“Your wish is my command.” He took off his boxers and I was shocked. Okay, yes I was shocked to see his penis, but I was even more shocked to see that.

I guess I was staring, because he said, “Remember when Sammy asked me about my piercings? I didn’t tell him I didn’t have one, I just told him we shouldn’t talk about it. If it scares you, I can take it out.”

I reached down and touched it.  Jaxon let out a small gasp. I asked, “Um, will it hurt me?”

“No, babe, it will feel really, really good. I promise.”

Jaxon started kissing me again. He pulled away from my lips and his mouth trailed down my stomach toward my inner thighs. He said, “I want to kiss you there, Lor. Do you want me to do that?” I couldn’t speak, I nodded. He pressed his face into me. “You smell amazing. I cannot wait to taste you.”

Before I could think about what was happening, his tongue was inside me. He was licking me and then he was sucking my clit. He grazed it with his teeth and everything went blurry. I arched my back, which only made his tongue go deeper and I screamed out, “Oh my God.”

Once I came down from my glorious high, he climbed up to my mouth and whispered, “You can just call me Jaxon.”

I had to smile at that.

He placed his knee between my legs and spread them further. “Are you ready?” he asked.

“Yes, Jaxon, I am.”

He was leaning over me and then he started to press himself into me. When I felt the piercing hit my clit, I flinched. He stopped, “Okay?”

“It just felt weird, it’s okay. Please keep going.”

He pressed deeper and deeper until he was all the way in. I could feel the piercing the entire time. It had been so long since I had done this; it felt like I never had.

“I’m going to move now, okay? Tell me if you want me to stop.” He started moving. Very slowly at first and then when our bodies became accustomed to each other, he sped up. His piercing was rubbing me and I was getting so close. He was thrusting so hard now. The headboard was hitting the wall. I was moaning, he was moaning. “I’m so close Lor, are you close?’ I nodded and he said, “Let’s come together, okay? Ready?”

I was having a really hard time speaking, but I finally got out, “Yes.”

He started thrusting into me. Once, twice, and then we came together. He was breathing heavy, nuzzling my neck. “I love you, Loralei Harper. Oh my God, I love you.”

We spent the rest of the night holding each other. It was the most amazing night I had had in my twenty-six years. Jaxon and I were in love and nothing could change that.

The next morning when I woke up, I was suddenly panicked. Last night I was so happy to be with Jaxon that I never even thought about it. How did I not think about it? After what happened with Declan, how could I have not thought about a condom? I had never needed birth control before. I honestly didn’t think about it last night. But why didn’t Jaxon? He knew why he was coming over. He knew I hadn’t been with anyone in ten years. He had to know that I wasn’t on birth control.

I had to ask, “Baby, are you awake?”

He peeked at me with one eye, “Yeah, everything okay, babe?”

I just needed to spit it out. We had just spent the night together, so why was asking him this question so embarrassing?

I finally just blurted it out, “Um, why didn’t you use protection last night?”

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, “I’m clean, Lor. I knew your history and knew you were too.”

That didn’t really answer the big question though, did it? I didn’t want to get pregnant again, especially not this early in our relationship. With the twins I could write it off as being a careless teenager, but this would be different. “What about getting me pregnant? I’m really not ready for that, Jaxon.”

“I’m sorry, Lor. I don’t know what else to say. I just wasn’t thinking.” That didn’t really calm my nerves any, but I guess it was the best answer I was going to get.

We really needed to get to work. We didn’t want to leave each other, but we knew we would be able to see each other all day.

The next week was great. Jaxon and I spent as much time together as we could. I thought it might be awkward between us, but it was the opposite. It was so easy to talk to him, to be with him. Actually, we wanted to be together all the time. But that was kinda hard