Pieces of Me by Pua Ramona (small books to read txt) 📕

idea when I agreed to talk to him, but when I saw him walking to our table with a purpose, my feelings for Marino were overshadowed by everything I was feeling for this asshole of a man. What can I say? Eli is everything that is sexy, everything that is irritating and he is beautiful to boot. I can’t stand the man, and I hate how he frustrates the crap out of me sexually. Really Sina? This is the man that made you come numerous times, then called you by another girl’s name. Yeah, I’m still upset about that, but I’m not going to allow him to control my feelings anymore. I am done allowing people control my feelings, I am done crying over men who place me second, I am done feeling like I am not worthy. I am not going to allow my heart to go through all the bullshit again. I am ready to deal with my shit, and I am ready to move on with my heart intact.

He stands there watching me with lust in his eyes, and I love it. I make sure to lock the door, and close the blinds just in case things get ugly. I feel my face flush as another piece of my heart finds it’s beat again. I watch him swallow a couple of times, and notice that he’s getting nervous. I shouldn’t be feeling this way, but I can’t help how drawn I am to him. I start walking toward him and I feel my ovaries explode. I stop in front of him and say “Hey you.”

His eyes close and his forehead rests on mine “Hey you” he whispers back. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close to him, breathing in deeply as he squeezes me.

“Did you just smell me?” I laugh.

He chuckles with his face in my hair and says “Yeah. Is that okay?”

“As long as I don’t stink, then I guess that’s okay.” He holds me tighter and I know he’s sorry, because I can feel it in the way he wraps himself around me, in the way he’s breathing, and the way he stays quiet. He moves his face so I can see him and starts to say something but I stop him with a kiss that’s connected to my soul. I know what he was going to say and I want him to just feel me without words. I only want him to feel me with his heart. I know I shouldn’t but we both need this, my feelings are on my sleeve and I let everything go. I want him to see me.

“Sina,” he whispers. I step back and pull my top off, my yoga pants are next to come off and I hear Eli clear his throat. I take a few steps back to where I stood earlier, and he sucks in a deep breath. “You’re so damn beautiful'' he says.

I reach for his tie and start taking it off. Reaching for his pants and untucking his long sleeve dress shirt that looks like it’s been painted onto his body. I’m working on the buttons as he leans in and kisses my shoulder. I close my eyes and allow myself to feel this moment happening. I slide his shirt off and toss it to the side as he stands there with his eyes closed, breathing heavily. I stand on the tip of my toes, wrapping my arms around his neck, and kiss the corner of his mouth. I work my way to his lips and run my tongue over his bottom lip, sucking on it lightly. I feel his heart beating fast so I kiss him harder, he opens my mouth with his tongue and devours me.

This kiss feels so different because he isn’t only kissing me because he’s turned on. He’s kissing me with his feelings. He mouths his way along my neck and slowly down between my breasts. He unhooks the clasp on my bra and it joins my top on the floor. He leans in and takes my already hard nipple in his mouth and he sucks on it. My head automatically falls back and I moan, “Mmm.” He makes his way to my other nipple and does the same thing, sucking on it and then pulling on it with his teeth.

I’m so turned on that I feel my panties get wet. His hands are everywhere. He slides inside my panties and says “Fuck, you’re so wet, babe.” Running his fingers against my lips and then on my clit. “You smell so fucking good” he says. I feel him sticking his finger inside of me and I almost lose it.

“Fuck, that feels so good” I moan in his ear. He kisses my neck, biting me behind the ear as he shoves another finger inside me. “Aah. Oh my God, Eli” I cry out into his shoulder. He continues to rub on my clit and starts pumping his fingers in and out of me. I stop him because I don’t want to come yet and if he carries on I’ll lose myself in seconds.

“Do you want to stop Baby? Cause we don’t have to do this if you don't want to,” he says looking nervous, neither of us wanting a repeat of the aftermath of our sunrise.

I smile at him and say “No, I want this with you Eli.”

He leans in and kisses me again but I make him back up so he can sit on the edge of the desk. I reach for his buckle and take his belt off, flicking his button easily then unzipping his pants. He’s so hard that the head of his dick is sticking out of his Calvins and my mouth is ready to taste him.

“Sina, you don’t have to do this,” he says, realizing my intentions.

“But I want to” I say as I look up at him.

“Fuck.” He sucks in a breath as he helps me get his pants