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God be your help, friends!”

With shining eyes Ivan Dmitritch got up, and stretching his hands towards the window, went on with emotion in his voice:

β€œFrom behind these bars I bless you! Hurrah for truth and justice! I rejoice!”

β€œI see no particular reason to rejoice,” said Andrey Yefimitch, who thought Ivan Dmitritch’s movement theatrical, though he was delighted by it. β€œPrisons and madhouses there will not be, and truth, as you have just expressed it, will triumph; but the reality of things, you know, will not change, the laws of nature will still remain the same. People will suffer pain, grow old, and die just as they do now. However magnificent a dawn lighted up your life, you would yet in the end be nailed up in a coffin and thrown into a hole.”

β€œAnd immortality?”

β€œOh, come, now!”

β€œYou don’t believe in it, but I do. Somebody in Dostoevsky or Voltaire said that if there had not been a God men would have invented him. And I firmly believe that if there is no immortality the great intellect of man will sooner or later invent it.”

β€œWell said,” observed Andrey Yefimitch, smiling with pleasure; β€œit’s a good thing you have faith. With such a belief one may live happily even shut up within walls. You have studied somewhere, I presume?”

β€œYes, I have been at the university, but did not complete my studies.”

β€œYou are a reflecting and a thoughtful man. In any surroundings you can find tranquillity in yourself. Free and deep thinking which strives for the comprehension of life, and complete contempt for the foolish bustle of the world⁠—those are two blessings beyond any that man has ever known. And you can possess them even though you lived behind threefold bars. Diogenes lived in a tub, yet he was happier than all the kings of the earth.”

β€œYour Diogenes was a blockhead,” said Ivan Dmitritch morosely. β€œWhy do you talk to me about Diogenes and some foolish comprehension of life?” he cried, growing suddenly angry and leaping up. β€œI love life; I love it passionately. I have the mania of persecution, a continual agonizing terror; but I have moments when I am overwhelmed by the thirst for life, and then I am afraid of going mad. I want dreadfully to live, dreadfully!”

He walked up and down the ward in agitation, and said, dropping his voice:

β€œWhen I dream I am haunted by phantoms. People come to me, I hear voices and music, and I fancy I am walking through woods or by the seashore, and I long so passionately for movement, for interests.β β€Šβ β€¦ Come, tell me, what news is there?” asked Ivan Dmitritch; β€œwhat’s happening?”

β€œDo you wish to know about the town or in general?”

β€œWell, tell me first about the town, and then in general.”

β€œWell, in the town it is appallingly dull.β β€Šβ β€¦ There’s no one to say a word to, no one to listen to. There are no new people. A young doctor called Hobotov has come here recently.”

β€œHe had come in my time. Well, he is a low cad, isn’t he?”

β€œYes, he is a man of no culture. It’s strange, you know.β β€Šβ β€¦ Judging by every sign, there is no intellectual stagnation in our capital cities; there is a movement⁠—so there must be real people there too; but for some reason they always send us such men as I would rather not see. It’s an unlucky town!”

β€œYes, it is an unlucky town,” sighed Ivan Dmitritch, and he laughed. β€œAnd how are things in general? What are they writing in the papers and reviews?”

It was by now dark in the ward. The doctor got up, and, standing, began to describe what was being written abroad and in Russia, and the tendency of thought that could be noticed now. Ivan Dmitritch listened attentively and put questions, but suddenly, as though recalling something terrible, clutched at his head and lay down on the bed with his back to the doctor.

β€œWhat’s the matter?” asked Andrey Yefimitch.

β€œYou will not hear another word from me,” said Ivan Dmitritch rudely. β€œLeave me alone.”

β€œWhy so?”

β€œI tell you, leave me alone. Why the devil do you persist?”

Andrey Yefimitch shrugged his shoulders, heaved a sigh, and went out. As he crossed the entry he said: β€œYou might clear up here, Nikitaβ β€Šβ β€¦ there’s an awfully stuffy smell.”

β€œCertainly, your honour.”

β€œWhat an agreeable young man!” thought Andrey Yefimitch, going back to his flat. β€œIn all the years I have been living here I do believe he is the first I have met with whom one can talk. He is capable of reasoning and is interested in just the right things.”

While he was reading, and afterwards, while he was going to bed, he kept thinking about Ivan Dmitritch, and when he woke next morning he remembered that he had the day before made the acquaintance of an intelligent and interesting man, and determined to visit him again as soon as possible.

X

Ivan Dmitritch was lying in the same position as on the previous day, with his head clutched in both hands and his legs drawn up. His face was not visible.

β€œGood day, my friend,” said Andrey Yefimitch. β€œYou are not asleep, are you?”

β€œIn the first place, I am not your friend,” Ivan Dmitritch articulated into the pillow; β€œand in the second, your efforts are useless; you will not get one word out of me.”

β€œStrange,” muttered Andrey Yefimitch in confusion. β€œYesterday we talked peacefully, but suddenly for some reason you took offence and broke off all at once.β β€Šβ β€¦ Probably I expressed myself awkwardly, or perhaps gave utterance to some idea which did not fit in with your convictions.β β€Šβ β€¦β€

β€œYes, a likely idea!” said Ivan Dmitritch, sitting up and looking at the doctor with irony and uneasiness. His eyes were red. β€œYou can go and spy and probe somewhere else, it’s no use your doing it here. I knew yesterday what you had come for.”

β€œA strange fancy,” laughed the doctor. β€œSo you suppose me to be a spy?”

β€œYes, I do.β β€Šβ β€¦ A spy or a doctor who has been charged to

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