Love Grows In The Dark by Eli Lowe (read books for money TXT) 📕

Cause, for now, Summer was everything I needed.

But just when she became almost naked and was sitting close on my lap before my eyes, I was reminded of the very sin which I did, unknowingly and for what I could never forgive myself ever in my life.

I saw her bare body which was all covered with the millions of scars and I knew very well who was responsible for such harm.

Yes, it was no one but me who never hesitated to cut her mercilessly and caused her such pain, no matter if it was knowingly or unknowingly.

The only one whom I was supposed to protect and cherish for all my life, had ended up being harmed by my nasty hands.

How could I ever accept that I did all these to my mate?

Whenever I would make love to her in future, all the scars on her bare body would never fail to remind me how bad I am as a mate.

“Summer, could you ever forgive me?” I asked without looking at her as I knew that my vision had already started to become blurry. The scars which I curved on her body ever so brutally was all I could see.

The sight before my eyes proved me for sure that why should I hate myself? Why should I feel even more disgusted with myself than anyone else in the entire world?

Yes, her scarred body broke my heart completely.

I rested my head on her bare chest so that I could hide all those mist from her sight which had already started to invade in my eyes. My hands around her pulled Summer close while I just kept hearing the sound of her racing heartbeats.

She stopped too. She stopped struggling to get out of my grip and for the first time, I felt her hands on my back as she hugged me back after hearing whatever I just said.

“Look at me.” I heard her voice after long and it was not at all asking me to let her go like before. Even though she asked me to look up, I just could not do that, instead, I tightened my hold on her even more while I was trying hard to hide myself entirely inside her warm hug.

But it seemed that she was not at all intended to let me stay the way I was attempting to stay forever. Her hands caused my face to look at her, only for me to see something else written in her olive-green eyes and which was far from hatred with no doubt.

And in no time her lips started doing a kind of sweet torture by tracing my entire face with small and lustful kisses.

“Summer. I know I have already said that I love you when I did not know it was you.

So, let me tell you once again.

I love you, even more than before.” I could not help but said in the influence of this moment. I wanted to let her know that she was wrong about the fact that I hate her when the truth was always the exact opposite. I always admired her, respected her and after finding her as my mate I just could not stop myself from loving her even more than ever.

And in no moment all my beastly desires to take my mate had grown once again as I pushed her back only to make her lie on the bed so that I could hover over her once again.

“I want to mate. Now.” I declared which made her all shocked in such a way that her eyes got widened while her fierce hands once again started their futile attempts to shove me back to make space between the two of us. And I just could not allow that.

I lifted her hands and held them together by her wrists once again, giving myself all the opportunity to touch my mate all I wanted.

I just could not stop myself from kneading her cute little ass while I started to invade her bare upper body with my wet lips which were sometimes accompanied by my tongue as well.

“Kazan!!!” Her state was no better than me as she could say nothing but only my name kept coming out of her mouth and I was loving it.

“Say, what do you want? Summer?” I asked without bothering to stop my little attempt to torture my mate with the ultimate seduction as a punishment for all those times when she chose to leave me behind to stay all alone, with no one to love...with no one to go to.

“Say it.” I asked just before I pulled myself out of the shirt in one go, only to throw it aside. I kept sitting only to see my mate and engrave each and every curve of her body in my mind.

She is beautiful.

I had never expected that I would be lucky enough to get Summer as my mate. I must have done some great deeds in my past life to be chosen as her soul mate in this one.

But seeing me watching her bare body, she pulled the bed sheet to cover herself with, as quickly as possible.

Why?

Why did she do that?

She has no right to deny me of my rights.

“I want to see you, mate. You are all mine. Mine to touch. Mine to see. Mine to kiss. And mine to love and protect.

So, move that thing.

It is really bothering me to claim the very thing which is totally mine.” I pulled all the things between us away effortlessly. I undressed both of us in no time as I just could not resist any longer.

Even though Summer wanted to stop but her heat just did not let her do so.

And this time she did not hold herself back from touching me either, just as