Poems by Leanne Yerdon (e book reader online txt) 📕

when tears fall
You think life is no good at all
hearts break
And cause heart ache
when ur world begins to shake
And thoughts make things all over ache
people tell you things will get better
And though you know things never will
and when things finally do you feel a chill
A chill that makes you feel different and wanted
And that person helps you feel forever better
And you know that special someone is no more lost
But finally found
And you finally feel like you can't keep your feet on the ground
because your no more homeward bound

So Sick
So sick of crying
So sick of trying
So sick of fighting
So sick of dieing
So sick of you
And everything you do
So sick of ur voice
So sick of every single choice
I made stupid ones
And so did you
But now you know how sick I am of you.

How many times can u judge me?
Telling me I should be happy and full of glee
Saying that I should change myself
But all I want to do is be myself
I am who I am and u can't change that
No matter how much u want to and say that it's wrong
But I'm sick of just going along
I hate being in the crowd
Where I can't even speak aloud
I hate wearing the clothes that u wear
I hate having to share everything about me
I hate it when I have u critisize my hair
But right now I dnt care
You can call me what u want
You can say stuff about me
Becuz right now I'm full of glee
Becuz I'm not being anyone but me .........

They fall and roll down my cheeks
The pain I've been feeling for weeks
Your happier then ever
But you don't go through the things I endeavor
I'd fight to the end for you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Just for you
But I'm feeling the end is coming soon

Would you miss me?
Would it be just you and me if I changed my mind....
If you weren't so blind
I hope your happy in the end
But my heart and soul no longer blend

I want out
No breath
No smiles
Not countless styles
No lies
No broken lullabyes
Just rest

That will conquer and pass the test
Will they approve of it..
Of us now?
Will you no longer be ashamed of who I am..
Of who I may be..
I'm fake
Atleast that's what they say
But I know the truth

I know there not even close
But I suppose...
That what I have to say
What I do today
Will make no difference anyway
I may just do my best...to walk away

Blood shot eyes
From all your lies
Broken hearted
Because you departed

You deserve every word I said
Pulling the covers to hide my head
Popping the pills to get rid of the pain
For my heart You have slain

Hurting me was your only goal
My heart you stole
I took so much
Never thinking you didn't care that much
People saying you were never enough
When I knew you were everything but

I loved you with everything I had
And yet all the lies leave me mad and sad
Crying to my pillows hoping for you to just hold me
Saying everything will be okay
Saying your here
That you'll never leave
But that's stupid of me to believe

She hates me
She says she knows
Her being one of my many foes
But you had a decision of me or her
Being friends will never be enough
But I was the one you chose to go

Tell me why you lied
Tell me why I'm the one that had to reside

But Hatred for you isn't one of my emotions
Nothing more but remorse and wanting for you is all I feel
I'm sad to see you go
I'm sad because of you though
I want you here
But I was never enough

Blood shot eyes
A heart broken by your lies
But I've gotten up by worse
I've lived through worse

And yet dying seems like the best way to live
To live without pain
To die would remove it
To die would be a way to forget your lie
But giving up
But giving in
Is not what I'm able to do
You winning is something I will not go through

Be happy
Because I sure as hell will.

One day she told him some quick advice
She told him over and over she wouldn't say it twice
She was dying inside
All because he lied
No truth no love just secrets to hide
She spoke loud and clear
She spoke right into his ear
The girl who loves you resides right here
The girl who would die for you was dead with a spear
But don't fret don't cry a bit
I buried her and made the coffin fit
Its me only me
Never us three
So do try to cheat
Do try to lie
Because the next girl you do it with will say goodbye
She sang her rhyme with great bliss
She knew of the girls she would never miss
He laughed and sighed at the joke,
He did not that night when he croaked
The love of her life is what he was not
The broken necklace beside him that he bought
She giggled and swayed
As she skipped away
She lied before when she said he made her day
She looked down and smiled
At the guy who was worth while
But saw the girl beside his side
She couldn't help it but she cried
I'm Clara the girl under your bed
The girl that caused your blood to shed
But tonight don't fright
Don't cry a bit
Because its not you i'm after
Its only him

It's hard to let go,Its hard to let them all know,It's hard to let the pain and shame show,He lied,You cried,The promises made which he did not abide,The tear stains on your pillow where they lyed,The stains still there,Because of the love he refused to share,Your heart went through the worst scare,You knowing he wasn't there,But you held your head up high,Didn't show them you knew to cry,He lied ,You cried,The life you never knew to live,Is now open and willing to give.