Poems by Leanne Yerdon (e book reader online txt) 📕

My heart is beyond repair

Most people tend to stare

At this tear streaked face

And my tendency to walk at a very slow pace

My head pointed down

My face showing nothing but a frown

I've went through to many lies

And to many blood shot eyes

My head aches from crying

Haven't bothered me for a while

My heart barely even there

The pain its went through

Is to much

It's been stitched and sewn

But the emotion of love

Is to far blown

I can't feel it anymore

I say no everytime

Because I know what's in store

No one even stays anymore

They end up leaving and forcing my eyes to cry some more

I can never be happy

I can but for not very long

It's like my life is a depressing love song

If it was..I'd no every word

I'd be the on singing along

Whatever I do

Is never good enough

I an never just say me and you

Because I know you are not true

You swoon me and make me have butterflies

And then have tears...pouring out of my eyes

Im not much

But I think after all I have went through..I deserver someone..

I tell you everything

Even my pain

That has never gone away

Because not even you among others could stay

My heart is beyond repair

So get ready...To stare

At the girl whose fallen apart

And waiting for a brand new start.

The little thing I call me....


People don't understand me
I may put myself down
Thats just what I do
I may have days where im full of glee
Or just have my face with a frown
I love one person truly and thats you
People say things that aren't true
I would never hurt you
People need to understand that...
Im not like that
I stay and fall completely
I say things because im nervous
Im not hard to understand
You just have get that I've felt pain
Along with heart break
And heart ache
I'm not happy with who I am
I can't say im beautiful because i've never had someone say it to me
Im formed by society
On the perfect person Im supposed to be
Im not like the other skinny mini me's
I have extra..
You may never understand me
I secretly smile at my reflection
My frowns are usually upside down
My best friend makes everything change
And I love one person more then anything
You just need to read me
And you just might get the little thing I call me.

I love you so much
You mean so much to me..
I dont know how to make you see.
That your the only one for me
I cant make people understand or really know my feelings for you
They think i am untrue
They think I dont deserve you
Which is right your to good
But we're together now
I hope this will never end
You mean so much to me
I cant make my feelings known
But i make them highly shown
I would never hurt you I just hope you know.
If I get hurt..Its well worth
Because I got the greatest times of my life that were created when I was with you.

Old Poem!
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It;s hard to show you how much I love you


I dont think I even know how to


I avoided you


And that's not okay.


But now it seems like your pushing me away.


It's effecting me


And now everone can see


How much you can effect me.


I ask my friends if you are.


You say no everytime.


I feel like its a crime


That I'm doing this to you


But your doing the same thing to me


You looked at me with disgust


I guess I no longer have your trust.


But you no longer have mine


So its fine


I love you still


And hopefully I forever will


But can you do the same for me?


Lets just see.


But remember how much you mean to me

i love my kisses with you
their something i luv to go through
They make my body tingle
And sounds in my head jingle
They make it so it seems like nothing will go wrong
Hopefully we will still go on strong
I love you
And hopefully you love me too <3

Being DumB


its not my fault im dumb
Its just my brain goes a little numb
Ecspecially when im with u
And dnt know what to do
I'm speechless at the sight of your face
Eventhough it gives me a warm embrace
Although I dnt know what to do
I still know that I love you

I love to please
I know some people think of that meaning I'm a sleaze
But honestly i dont get down on my knees
I like to make people smile
Ecspecially you
Its my most favorite thing to do
Your smile makes my heart race
At a very high pace
I love your smile
It makes my day
I may not smile and it may seem like im pushing you away
I pull you close just to make sure you know I care
You may not see my smile but its there
You by my side makes everything ok
Ecspecially when i need you on days like today.

I actually started to fall
I actually fell for you
I thought in the beginning I would get hurt
I was right
I lied to myself and said it wouldn’t end
But I was right the first time
My heart was tore
Not only by you but by others that liked you
I said nothing but