Her Love Fades... by Kerry Boo.. (books suggested by bill gates TXT) 📕

She’s a bitch and she is going to fucking pay for almost ruining our relationship again, I’m just lucky that Andi is so amazing.

We sit in reading class, staring into each others eyes smiling. Not really listening to anything Mr.McCowin said. Class was over in less than 5 minutes, and my next class was with Alec. I don’t think Andi has talked to him since the kiss but I don’t know. I think he needs to back the fuck off unless he wants to eat my fist.

Andi stands up I walk out and follow her. I need to know if she is ok.

“Andi is everything ok?” I ask her.
“No something feels wrong…”
“What are you talking about babe?”
“I don’t even know.”
“Awe” I feel bad and I wrap my arms around her and lean down to give her a kiss.
“I’m going to skip my next class.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. Do you want to skip with me?”
“Ya, we can go now.”

We walk out the school door and walk towards my house.

“Shit.”
“What?”
“I forgot your teddy bear in my locker.”
“You can get it tomorrow.”
“No! I need it. Come with me please?”
“Ok Luke we’ll get my bear.” I can tell she’s mocking me but I laugh anyway besides, it was kind of cute.

We walk back into the school and we get to my locker. I grab the bear and then we leave the school and start towards my house again. I knew Andi was still upset about our fight earlier in the hall. I could see it in her eyes and I could feel it. Feel it in her grip. The way she held my hand… The tightness, like she was afraid I was going to slip away.

We reached my house and I unlocked the door, I didn’t try to let go of her hand I held on tighter.… I pulled her inside behind me and we went into the kitchen.

“Have you eaten?”
“Yes.”
“Breakfast, but you skipped lunch.”
“Its time to eat.”
“Damn…” I could tell she wasn’t happy.
“Do I have to feed you?”
“I don’t know.”
“Andi, why don’t you eat?”
“…Cause…”
“Cause why babe?”
“Cause… I’m fat.”

I wanted to slap her for calling herself fat.

“Baby you are not.”
“Yes fat and ugly.”
“Baby girl you are Beautiful and perfect <3 “

I brought her closer to me and hugged her, I didn’t ever want to let her go, but I knew I would have to eventually.

“Chicken?”
“Luke, I really don’t want to eat… I’m to fucking fat.”
“Andi stop it, you are beautiful.”
“No…”
“Andi… Chicken it is.”
“Fine…”

I throw some left over chicken in the microwave and wrap my arms around her waist. The way that she loves… the way that makes her feel safe. I hold her like that until the microwave beeps and the food is done.

“Andi go sit in my room, I’ll bring the food in.”

She was reluctant to leave but nodded her head and walked away. I grabbed two plates, I gave her the smallest piece and I put a normal sized piece on mine. I open the dishwasher and I grabbed 2 forks and then I take the food to my room.

I sit down beside her and I hand her the plate of food. She stabs the chicken with the fork and twirls it around staring at it. I was already on my 5th bite and she hadn’t even taken her 1st.

“Andi baby please eat.” I begged
“Lucas I don’t want to be fatter.”
“Andi… Please eat… For me. Please.”

She finally took a bite of the chicken. She chewed it slowly and hesitated before swallowing it. She ate half of the chicken… that was about 3 bites. I tried to get her to eat more but I didn’t want to push it. She stood up and took her plate to the kitchen, I heard her set it in the sink and then come back and sit next to me. I had finished eating way before her, my plate was sitting on the stand.

“What time is it?”

Andi picked up her phone.

“3:50.”
“We have some time.”
“Yay.”

I looked away for a second, I felt Andi wasn’t happy. I was getting ready to ask her if she wanted to go home. When I got hit in the arm with something soft. She attacked me with a pillow.
“Andi what are you doing?” I asked laughing.
“I don’t kn…”

Before she could finish I attacked her with my pillow. She stood up and was prepared for a fight.

“You won’t win.” I say as she hits me with a pillow.
“Yes I will.” She giggles that cute giggle that I love so much.
“No.” I say as I narrowly avoid being hit.
“yes.” She says as she jumps on my back.
“No.” I scream as I throw her on my bed.

She wasn’t ready to lose because she tried to escape me. I held her hands above her head as she giggled. I leaned down and I kissed her, I wanted more of Andi. So I kissed her with more passion and force. She let a soft moan escape her as our tongues danced together in her mouth. I released her hands and like earlier she wrapped her arms around my neck. Only this time she wrapped her legs around me to. I ran my hands up her shirt and over and over her breast. I hoped I wasn’t going to far, although I think she would have let me know. I slid her shirt off over her head and unclipped her bra. Then I returned my attention to making out with her.

After awhile I moved down and ran my lips over her breast. She moaned and threw her head back. Then we flipped over, her on the top. She lifted my shirt and yanked it off over my head. She started kissing me all over. She kept moving lower and lower, She got to my belt and unbuckled it and tossed it into the bathroom. Then she unbuttoned my pants and unzipped them. I kicked them off prepared for the best box of juice ever when the fucking front door opened.

“God fucking dammit, I hate that man.”

She jumped up and put her bra and shirt back on while I fixed my pants. I ran into the bathroom and grabbed my belt. When my dad walked in we were sitting on my bed and I was holding her. I Wonder if she felt my hard on.


Andi<3

Sometimes I hate parents, sometimes I am thankful for they’re intrusion and sometimes it’s both. This is one of those times.

After Lucas had forced me to eat. Ima get fucking fat for that… Anyway we had a small pillow fight. He pinned me to his bed and we started making out. He slid off my bra and my shirt, and then he started kissing my boobs. I started kissing all over his body. At that moment, I wanted all of him I went down farther, I was getting ready to make him very happy and then his fucking father came home and ruined everything.

It’s about 4:20 now and Lucas has football at 5:30 to 8:00. I don’t want to think about him leaving yet… I was going to enjoy all the time I with him that I had right now <3.

His father leaves the room, and I lay down. I was so tired. I guess Lucas was thinking the same thing because he had laid beside me and wrapped me in his arms whispering baby girl I will never fucking let go <3. I turned to him and gave him a small kiss before I feel asleep. How did I get so lucky?


Lucas<3

I wanted to sleep, but I didn’t want to miss any precious time with Andi. I know she was sleeping… But she actually talks in her sleep. I sat there listening. She murmured my name often. I just sat there hoping there was a good reason behind that. I closed my eyes for a few. At about 5:00 I decided that I wasn’t going to football… I would rather be here with her. Not to mention I hated football. I closed my eyes and fell asleep beside her.

When I woke up she was waking up.

“Hey baby girl. How did you sleep?”
“I slept amazing.”
“That’s good Love.”
“What time is it?”
“Um 7:06.”
“Boo why didn’t you wake me up? You’re late for football.”
“I know but I don’t care. I wanted to be here with you.”
“Awe.”

She sat up and I laughed and unwrapped my arms from around her.

“What’s funny?”
“Second day in a row that we feel asleep together.”
“Ya… I wish we could do it more often.”
“Same here babe.”

I handed her my penguin lying on my bed. “I have your teddy bear to cuddle when I don’t have you… you can have my penguin.” I could see how much such a simple sentence meant to her.

“Thank you boo.” Tears started falling down her face. I hope those were tears of joy.

She wiped them away and laughed. I leaned over and I gave her a kiss.

“When we kiss I never want to miss a second <3 .”
“Awe.” She blushed again and I couldn’t help but smile at her. This is the only girl that I was ever going to need. I was going to enjoy all of the time with her that I had, I know that eventually she would find better. And it broke my heart knowing and thinking this… But it was true. Andi deserved better…this was the girl that had me wrapped around her finger… I wish that she could understand that she had me before hello.

Before I noticed Andi stood up, I thought she was going to leave but she pulled me off my bed and grabbed my hand.

“Can we go for a walk?” she asked holding my hand and jumping up and down.
“Ha-ha ok babe.”
“….We should go to the park.”
“Sounds like a good idea.”
“Yay!” she screams as she pulls me out of the house.

We start walking and about 15 minutes later we get to the park. We sit on the swings and rock back and forth just smiling at each other. After awhile of swinging we both stand up. I wasn’t sure what to do after that. But Andi had another idea. She ran towards a tree, So I followed after her.

“Did you bring your knife?”
“No… I left it at the house.”
“Oh well.”

She reaches in her pocket and brings out her knife.

“Andi what are you doing??”
“Just something for us.”

She carves into the tree

Andi + Lucas… Forever and a day. I wrote underneath it…
I promise I will be yours forever and a day. She carved a heart underneath what I wrote. Andi stood up and stared at me. I could read it in her eyes that being her was the only thing she wanted, I’m sure she could read it In mine to because she kept smiling.

It started to get dark, I knew it was almost time and she would have to go home soon. We walked back to my house so we could spend a little bit more time together before she left. I knew I would see her in school tomorrow but I would still miss her.