You Did This To Me by MEWagler (positive books to read txt) 📕

his eyes never strayed from mine.

"Am I really that hideous? Can you really not stand touching me anymore?" His expression changed from anger to shock. Than softened again and he walked slowly to me.

"You know thats not true Andy."

"Than make love to me." His jaw clenched and unclenched multiple times as he stared into my eyes.

"Andy, your touchureing me here." His eyes were pleading with me but I was so close to having him that I refused to stop.

"Please Chris?" I whimpered again that looked up at him through my lashes and whispered,

"I want this." Chris growled and made his way to the bed. I could see the pain in his eyes, but I also saw the lust.

He position his body over mine.

"Are you sure Andy?" I nodded, unsure of what I would say if I opened my mouth.

His eyes began to smolder and he ran them up and down my body. He seemed to be exaiming every inch of me. His lips met me neck and he started to suckle on the nape. My whole body contorted in pleasure and a moan escaped my lips without permission.

His eyes came up and met mine, excitment and pure lust running threw them as he stared intently into mine.

"You positive baby?" I nodded again and smile to back me up.

"Oh God Andy I've wanted to have you for so long, but I dont want to hurt you. Please tell me to stop if you change your mind or your unsure. Anything. Just tell me please baby." Again only a nod.

I bit my lip and looked at his slightly swollen lips. As if on cue they rammed themselves into my own in savage but gentle kiss. I responded quickly opening my mouth to him and letting him explore every inch of mine. I took my tounge and ran in against his teeth.
Chris' hands slowly made there way down my body so softly as if he was waiting for me to stop him. I arched my chest towards him. Begging for more, and that exactly what I got.

His lips moved from mine causing me to whimper. My whimpers changed to moans as his lips slid down my neck and onto my shoulders. Slowly he moved them lower. His lips met my breast and a single tear slid down from my eye. As if on cue he imediantly stopped and pulled far away from me.

"Oh dam. Im so sorry Andy. I went to far. Im so sorry!" His eyes were wide with fear.

"Dont stop." I needed to do this. I needed to be able to have someone I love once in my life. I was going to have him even if every kiss sent my memories back to Mike. I would just concentrate on Chris.

He nodded slowly and slid back close to me.

"Chris, can you. Can you um, take me?" I needed him to hurry before he changed his mind. His eyes widened and danced. he nodded and slowly pulled off his pants.
His skin brushed against mine and I could feel the longing I had for him.

"Now Chris." He nodded.

"Tell me if you want me to stop." I glared at him.

"Chris. Now." His eyes still wide he slid on top of me and I could feel him against me center. I whimpered and his body stiffened.

"NOW!" He pushed himself into me at the comand and my body rocked from the force of him. Tears lid down my face as I recalled Mike and Chris stopped moving.

Anger bulit up inside of me.

"F*CK ME CHRIS! AND DONT STOP!" I could see the pain in his eyes but I didnt care.

He started thrusting. Over and over he left and re-entered me. the pain was unbareable and I couldnt stand for him to stop because the pleasure was even more. I could feel his breaths quicken and I pushed my swollen belly and breast into the air while he did a final thrust and cam into me. He collapsed beside me, his breathing still laboured.

He was done and so was I. I stodd up and wrapped Chris' Bed sheet around me and left him with the tears pouring down my face.

I am such a moron. I should have never done that! I am such a slut. A f*ucking whore!

I slid into my bed and cried. My whole pillow wet. I could hear Chris at my bedroom door. He took a step inside and I blew.

"Piss off Chris! You did this to me!" I whimpered and started to cry harder.

"Andy?.."

"I SAID PISS OFF!"

He left and shut the dorr behind him.
I dont know how long I layed there crying and breathing in Chris sent from his blanket.

My phoned buzzed and I assumed Chris had called Charlie. Great.

I opened my phone and read the text. My eyes widden in horror.

'Still a crier eh? Let anyone touch you again and there dead. Your mine - Mike'


Chris' POV

I held in my breath and slowly blew it out while staring into nothing. Shit. I should have just said no to her.

I knew it wouldnt work. Andy is still so damaged. I coulld barely hug her without herbreaking into tears because of what that bastard did to her.

I know she needs the contact though. The way she sneaks looks at me. The way she watches me when she thinks Im sleeping. Dam.

I jumped out of bed and followed the direction she had left towards. Music was blareing in her room and I could tell by the convulsions of her shoulders that she was in hysterics. I wanted to comfort her so badly.

I wanted to tell her how much I love her. How she is the most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on. How she changed me for the better. How I love how clumsy she can be.

I wanted to tell her she was the strongest woman I have ever met. I wanted to tell her how much I enjoyed making love to her even though I knew it was causeing her pain. I wanted to say sorry.

Dam it! Why wouldnt she just let me stop? I tried, I begged. But she always takes things the wrong way. I want to be with her... not just beside her.

I took a step inside of Andy's room and heard her whisper.

"Piss off Chris! You did this to me!" I sucked in my breath. I didnt want to be the bad guy. I wanted to be her guy. I took another step inside her room.

Andy?..." She blew.

"I SAID PISS OFF!" I stop and slowly turned out of her room shutting it so that she could have some time to come back to reality.

Sometime to think.

I raked my hands through my hair as I paced back and forth through the kitchen. Pacing has become a bit of a habit for me since I met Andy.

So has crying.

I whipped the stray tear away from my face. Couldnt she just see that I love her?

I sat in the kitchen with a coffe for about an hour trying to figure out what to do. Andy's music was still blareing and to tell the truth I was terrifyed to go back in there. I had to though. We had to talk.

I walked down the hall and slipped into her room. Instead of on the bed where I left her Andy's body was spawled across the floor. I took a hesitant step towards her.

"Andy?" Nothing.

"Andy!" Still nothing. I dove over closer to Andy and dropped to my knees. Her breathing was shallow and the sheet that wrapped her naked body was drenched in blood.

"Oh shit, oh shit oh shit. Stay with me baby girl! Please?!" I ripped the sheet off of her and saw it was coming from between her legs. She also had a bruise on her swollen belly due to falling off the bed I geuss.

I grabbed her cell phone from her hand to call and ambulance, and noticed the open text.

'Still a crier eh? Let anyone touch you again and there dead. Your mine -Mike'

Shit. I called the ambulance and waited till they stoemed through our door and into the room I had told the operater to send them.

In seconds Andy was on a strecher with an oxygen mask.

"Are you the father?" Huh? Oh.

"Yes, Yes! And the finace! Is she going to be fine? how about thebabies?" He gave me a worried look and shurgged his shoulders slightly.

"I cant say anything for sure. It will probally be a waiting game." Shit!

"Im coming with you." It wasnt a question. He nodded and I ran to follow where they had brought Andy.

The ambulance ride was horrible. Andy kept drifting in and out of conciousness. Finally though when we were just about at the hospital her eyes shot open and locked with mine.

"C-chris?" I silently thanked God and gripped onto Andy's hand tighter.

"Yeah baby its me." A silent tear escaped my eye.

"Mike. Chris.." I cut her off.

"I know Andy. I saw the text. Dont worry about anything ill be beside you the whole time." She nodded slowly than closed her eyes.

"Are my babies okay?" My voice caught in my throat. I opened my mouth to talk but nothing came out.

She opened her eyes and nodded like she already knew. Tears continued to pour down my face as I watched Andy suffer more than she should ever have to. The ablulance atendants started jumping into action as we pulled to a stop. I gripped her hand tightyl one last time as the started to wheel her away from me, leaving to run after them.

"We are going to have to deliver this womans baby now." I listened in to the doctors as everything flew so fast around me. They transfered Andy to a bed and started to wheel her quickly down the hallways. Doctors kept coming out of nowhere to grab her bed and help push while talking to their other associates.

"Shes lost to much blood." I looked at her face to see them stained with leftover tears. Her eyes locked on nothing in a hard glaze. She was trying so hard to be strong and here I was blubbering away while running behind her.

"We dont have time to fool around lets get her into delivery and get the anesthesiologist here so we can start a cesarean." I clench my fist tight and continued to follow.

"Are you the father?" A nurse had appeared and held out some scrubs for me.

"Yes." My voice quivered.

"Slip these on and meet us in room 206. It is just a few doors down the hall and the bathroom is right beside you. Hurry up." I nodded and rushed to the bathroom than to Andy's side.

By the time I got there Andy had already had a spinal and was all sheeted up while the doctors cut into her.

I sat by her head and listened to everything around us.

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