You Did This To Me by MEWagler (positive books to read txt) π
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After almost being raped at a young age, Andy vowed to take nothing for granted. Than she met Chris⦠Has Andy finally found someone she thinks is worth giving it all up for. Before she has a chance to find out Andy is thrown into a whrilwind of tourchure. Can she make it out of this strong or will she break under the pressure? Will Chris end up helping?
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clock on the wall seemed to tick slowly as the minutes went by.
The special machinery was on the wall incase the babies were not okay.
The doctors though are what acred me most. The wouldnt say anything loud enough for us to hear.
I held onto Andy's hand and looked into her emotionless eyes.
"Chris, Im so sorry. I didnt mean too." I smiled slightly.
"Shh. Dont worry about it okay?" I didnt want her stressing out right now.
"No. I need to tell you now. I love you, even though I know you'll never love me the way I do and thats okay." I stiffented and opened my mouth to talk but she wouldnt let me.
"PLease let me finish. I am sorry. I want so badlyto be with you to feel your touch but every time I let you nearme Mikes face pops into my head and my body reacts as if anyone that touches me is him. I have a lot of baggage now esspecially with the babies almost here. I want you to know that Im leeting you out of our engagment. You deserve better." The tears poured down her face.
"No Andy, its you that desreve better and i will stay with you for the rest of my life trying to be the best man for you. I love you." SHe smiled slightly but than stopped when the comotion broke out around us.
"HOOK tHEM UP TO THE MONITERS!" I stared at Andy, both are eyes widdened in horror.
"GET THOSE BABIES BREATHING!" I stood up and glanced around the room till I saw the two little ones.There skin was blue and they were hooked up to multiple toobs and wires.
None of the machines had a heartbeat though.
None of the lights where flickering at all, and now none of the doctors of nurses were doing anything.
"DO SOMETHING!" I screamed at them. No one moved to do anything. The lead doctor looked at me than shook his head.
"I'm sorry sir, but there was nothing we could do." I looked at Andy's Face. It was sheet white and the tears would not stop cascading down her cheeks.
"THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH! DO SOMETHING! TRY ANYTHING!?" I was begging now. pleading with this doctos while I watched the woman I love break and fall apart peice by piece.
"Please?" I looked once more at the doctor and he shook his head no again.
"I'm sorry sir. We tried."
(WARNING NON OF THIS IS EDITED!! SORRY!!)
Andy's POV
I sat in the hospital bed and stared at the ceiling with my hands on my now empty belly. The doctor kept raambling on excuses as Chris yelled at him.
"Sir I couldnt do more than I did. The babies were born with almost no chance." Chris sighed and tears slipped down my face.
"Explain what happened." The doctor looked at me than than back at Chris than back again at me.
"Well. When you fell what looks to have happened what the male child..."
"Jonathan, his name is Jonathan." I whispered, the doctor nodded.
"Well, um, Jonathan looks to have caught his head on your pelvis and bruised his brain.
This caused a lot of trauma and when he was born his body couldnt function properally. So in short hisbody would let him breath. I'm sorry." I nodded and looked over at Chris while he glared at the Doctor.
"And what about Stefanie?" The Doctor looked nervous.
"Well, Stephanie was already deceased before birth." He cringed slightly than continued.
"The ultrasound technition should have caught it at your last visit. It looks like she has been deceased for a long period of time. Her cord was wrapped around her neck leaving her unable to breath and in the long run ending her short life."
Chris snapped.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE TECHNITION SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT! COULD WE HAVE PREVENTED THIS?!"
The Doctor nodded his head no.
Just as Chris was about to blow again Charlie slammed the door open and threw herself onto me.
"OH Andy!! Im so sorry! This should have never happened to you!" I smiled slightly at the Doctor as he excited and looked at Charlie as James and Chris whispered in the corner.
"Th-there was nothing they could do." I lifted the corners of my mouth attempting a smile.
"How the heck did you pass out." I glanced at Chris nervously as he paused in his converstaion to stare at me.
"I was just tired and slipped on somthing on my floor. Thats all I remember." I shrugged and glanced to the empty baby bed that was at the far sideof the room.
Well so much for motherhood.
Chris' POV
She had been sleeping since Charlie and James left. Every few minutes a stray tear woukd slip down her face and her face would contort in pain. I so badly wanted to wake her, or just snuggle into her bed. The fear of hurting her however beat me down and I decided that holding her hand was all I could do for now.
Andy's POV
I woke up to my phone silently buzzing but I couldn't find it anywhere near my hospital bed.
Chris started to stir in the corner and eventually his eyes opened and he reached into his pocket to retrive my phone. I layed down a bit and decided it was fine if he awnsered anything.
After looking at the screen for a minute Chris' eyes hardened and a scowl crossed his face as he looked out our window and than towards the hospital room door.
Quickly he shut the blinds on the window and went to pull the curtian on the door closed.
My phone buzzed again, and again Chris read it an started pacing with an even bigger scowl.
My voice shook.
"Chris? Let me read them." He glanced at me with a pained expression.
"I'd rather you not." I sighed and reached out my hand.
"I know who it is, now let me see what he wants." Chris handed me the phone and I went to read the last two texts, my hands shaking the whole time.
'What did you do to my babies Andy?! You've been a bad girl! You need to be punished. -Mike'
My face went white.
'Oh, Hello Chris. Closing the blinds and curtians won't help you. -Mike'
I shuddered and my phone buzzed again.
'Remember what I said Andy. You wouldn't want me to put Chris in the hospital again. He might not survive this time. -Mike xx'
Tears poured down my face as I watched Chris' face go blank.
"What did he say Andy?" I was so angery.
"YOU KNEW HE WAS AROUND! HE PUT YOU IN THE HOSPITAL! YOU KEPT THIS FROM ME! I CANT BELIEVE I EVER TRUSTED YOU!" I started to sobb and I listened to Chris' breathing to try and calm myself, but with his breathing so jumpy, it didn't help me much.
"Andy? Andy listen to me please?" Chris pleaded. I made no attempt to stop him or to let him continue so of course he went on.
"I know I should have told you but I'm glad I didn't. This pregnancy was hard enough for you already and adding more stress would have hurt the babies long ago. Look what one message from Mike did. If you knew he was following us... Well what do you think you would have been like? Baby, baby I'm sorry. I love you." Tears still streamed down my face, Chris was right.
I lifted the corners of my mouth a bit attempting a smile and Chris rushed over to my bed. With both hands on my cheeks and his thumbs whiping away any tears the fell he leant in and kissed me softly.
"I love you so much Andy." He whispered against my lips. I smiled against his and held him closer to me.
Chris' lips moved in time with mine. The fire burning in the pit of my stomach grew and overtook my heart.
Chris teeth nipped at my bottom lips begging for entrance and I gladly allowed him to have it.
Our tounges danced inside eachothers mouths making sparks take place in every part of my body.
Chris postioned his body ontop of mine more and I pulled his tighter to me on the hospital bed.
Than my phone buzzed. With my hands still wrapped around Chris' neck and his still on my hip and cheek we paused. Both eyes wide.
Ever so slowly Chris moved to grab the phone.
His face changed from the shocked horror to an hysterical laughter. I jutted out my bottom lip and gave him my best pout.
"Can I see it?" He laughed harder and held out the phone for me to take.
'When the hell is the wedding day bitch! I can't stand waiting any longer! -Charlie XOXOXO'
I looked up at Chris a smile playing on my lips.
"Today." He stopped laughing.
"What?" He whispered. I continued to smile.
"I'm released today Chris. Call James and Charlie to meet us at the nearest drive through chaple. Or wherever judges office. Anything. I don't care. I want to marry you today Chris."
Chris' eyes shone with adoration and he pounced onto the bed and kissed me hard.
"Are you sure?" I nodded yes and a huge smile lit up both our faces.
"Now go call Charlie before u changed my mind!" I joked at him. Right away however he was on the phone explaining everything. Before I knew it the nurses had come and gone. They had checked everything and the doctr came in for one final assesment before he too cleared me to go.
In the hospital lobby Charlie was pacing back and forth and James was chuckling beside her. As soon as she saw me all hell broke loose.
Grabbing my hand and running out the door with me she started to squeal.
"We have sooo much to do!!" I glances behind me and gave Chris and James a 'save me' look, but both only chuckled. This would be a long afternoon.
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By the time Charlie was done with m I didn't look too bad. I had on a white summer dress and little white gladiador sandels. My hair was in loose ringlets and it was pinned back on one side with a lilly, letting the rest cascade down my back. I had light make-up on and I personally didn't I would want to look any different on my wedding day.
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Chris' POV
James had dragged me home so that I could get showered and changed. He told me not to get too fancy but to dress nice.
I slid on dark blue jeans and a pressed white dress shirt which I rolled up to my elbows.
I slid a little gel through my hair and slid out of the bathroom. James was also changed into almost the same as me except instead of a white shirt he wore a dark forest green.
"Ready?" I smiled.
"Ready."
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I stood waiting in the judges office for Andy and Charlie to get here. Nothing in my wildest dreams could have brought me to think that this day would come.
When the doors burst open and only Charlie ran in I got a huge lump in my
The special machinery was on the wall incase the babies were not okay.
The doctors though are what acred me most. The wouldnt say anything loud enough for us to hear.
I held onto Andy's hand and looked into her emotionless eyes.
"Chris, Im so sorry. I didnt mean too." I smiled slightly.
"Shh. Dont worry about it okay?" I didnt want her stressing out right now.
"No. I need to tell you now. I love you, even though I know you'll never love me the way I do and thats okay." I stiffented and opened my mouth to talk but she wouldnt let me.
"PLease let me finish. I am sorry. I want so badlyto be with you to feel your touch but every time I let you nearme Mikes face pops into my head and my body reacts as if anyone that touches me is him. I have a lot of baggage now esspecially with the babies almost here. I want you to know that Im leeting you out of our engagment. You deserve better." The tears poured down her face.
"No Andy, its you that desreve better and i will stay with you for the rest of my life trying to be the best man for you. I love you." SHe smiled slightly but than stopped when the comotion broke out around us.
"HOOK tHEM UP TO THE MONITERS!" I stared at Andy, both are eyes widdened in horror.
"GET THOSE BABIES BREATHING!" I stood up and glanced around the room till I saw the two little ones.There skin was blue and they were hooked up to multiple toobs and wires.
None of the machines had a heartbeat though.
None of the lights where flickering at all, and now none of the doctors of nurses were doing anything.
"DO SOMETHING!" I screamed at them. No one moved to do anything. The lead doctor looked at me than shook his head.
"I'm sorry sir, but there was nothing we could do." I looked at Andy's Face. It was sheet white and the tears would not stop cascading down her cheeks.
"THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH! DO SOMETHING! TRY ANYTHING!?" I was begging now. pleading with this doctos while I watched the woman I love break and fall apart peice by piece.
"Please?" I looked once more at the doctor and he shook his head no again.
"I'm sorry sir. We tried."
(WARNING NON OF THIS IS EDITED!! SORRY!!)
Andy's POV
I sat in the hospital bed and stared at the ceiling with my hands on my now empty belly. The doctor kept raambling on excuses as Chris yelled at him.
"Sir I couldnt do more than I did. The babies were born with almost no chance." Chris sighed and tears slipped down my face.
"Explain what happened." The doctor looked at me than than back at Chris than back again at me.
"Well. When you fell what looks to have happened what the male child..."
"Jonathan, his name is Jonathan." I whispered, the doctor nodded.
"Well, um, Jonathan looks to have caught his head on your pelvis and bruised his brain.
This caused a lot of trauma and when he was born his body couldnt function properally. So in short hisbody would let him breath. I'm sorry." I nodded and looked over at Chris while he glared at the Doctor.
"And what about Stefanie?" The Doctor looked nervous.
"Well, Stephanie was already deceased before birth." He cringed slightly than continued.
"The ultrasound technition should have caught it at your last visit. It looks like she has been deceased for a long period of time. Her cord was wrapped around her neck leaving her unable to breath and in the long run ending her short life."
Chris snapped.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE TECHNITION SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT! COULD WE HAVE PREVENTED THIS?!"
The Doctor nodded his head no.
Just as Chris was about to blow again Charlie slammed the door open and threw herself onto me.
"OH Andy!! Im so sorry! This should have never happened to you!" I smiled slightly at the Doctor as he excited and looked at Charlie as James and Chris whispered in the corner.
"Th-there was nothing they could do." I lifted the corners of my mouth attempting a smile.
"How the heck did you pass out." I glanced at Chris nervously as he paused in his converstaion to stare at me.
"I was just tired and slipped on somthing on my floor. Thats all I remember." I shrugged and glanced to the empty baby bed that was at the far sideof the room.
Well so much for motherhood.
Chris' POV
She had been sleeping since Charlie and James left. Every few minutes a stray tear woukd slip down her face and her face would contort in pain. I so badly wanted to wake her, or just snuggle into her bed. The fear of hurting her however beat me down and I decided that holding her hand was all I could do for now.
Andy's POV
I woke up to my phone silently buzzing but I couldn't find it anywhere near my hospital bed.
Chris started to stir in the corner and eventually his eyes opened and he reached into his pocket to retrive my phone. I layed down a bit and decided it was fine if he awnsered anything.
After looking at the screen for a minute Chris' eyes hardened and a scowl crossed his face as he looked out our window and than towards the hospital room door.
Quickly he shut the blinds on the window and went to pull the curtian on the door closed.
My phone buzzed again, and again Chris read it an started pacing with an even bigger scowl.
My voice shook.
"Chris? Let me read them." He glanced at me with a pained expression.
"I'd rather you not." I sighed and reached out my hand.
"I know who it is, now let me see what he wants." Chris handed me the phone and I went to read the last two texts, my hands shaking the whole time.
'What did you do to my babies Andy?! You've been a bad girl! You need to be punished. -Mike'
My face went white.
'Oh, Hello Chris. Closing the blinds and curtians won't help you. -Mike'
I shuddered and my phone buzzed again.
'Remember what I said Andy. You wouldn't want me to put Chris in the hospital again. He might not survive this time. -Mike xx'
Tears poured down my face as I watched Chris' face go blank.
"What did he say Andy?" I was so angery.
"YOU KNEW HE WAS AROUND! HE PUT YOU IN THE HOSPITAL! YOU KEPT THIS FROM ME! I CANT BELIEVE I EVER TRUSTED YOU!" I started to sobb and I listened to Chris' breathing to try and calm myself, but with his breathing so jumpy, it didn't help me much.
"Andy? Andy listen to me please?" Chris pleaded. I made no attempt to stop him or to let him continue so of course he went on.
"I know I should have told you but I'm glad I didn't. This pregnancy was hard enough for you already and adding more stress would have hurt the babies long ago. Look what one message from Mike did. If you knew he was following us... Well what do you think you would have been like? Baby, baby I'm sorry. I love you." Tears still streamed down my face, Chris was right.
I lifted the corners of my mouth a bit attempting a smile and Chris rushed over to my bed. With both hands on my cheeks and his thumbs whiping away any tears the fell he leant in and kissed me softly.
"I love you so much Andy." He whispered against my lips. I smiled against his and held him closer to me.
Chris' lips moved in time with mine. The fire burning in the pit of my stomach grew and overtook my heart.
Chris teeth nipped at my bottom lips begging for entrance and I gladly allowed him to have it.
Our tounges danced inside eachothers mouths making sparks take place in every part of my body.
Chris postioned his body ontop of mine more and I pulled his tighter to me on the hospital bed.
Than my phone buzzed. With my hands still wrapped around Chris' neck and his still on my hip and cheek we paused. Both eyes wide.
Ever so slowly Chris moved to grab the phone.
His face changed from the shocked horror to an hysterical laughter. I jutted out my bottom lip and gave him my best pout.
"Can I see it?" He laughed harder and held out the phone for me to take.
'When the hell is the wedding day bitch! I can't stand waiting any longer! -Charlie XOXOXO'
I looked up at Chris a smile playing on my lips.
"Today." He stopped laughing.
"What?" He whispered. I continued to smile.
"I'm released today Chris. Call James and Charlie to meet us at the nearest drive through chaple. Or wherever judges office. Anything. I don't care. I want to marry you today Chris."
Chris' eyes shone with adoration and he pounced onto the bed and kissed me hard.
"Are you sure?" I nodded yes and a huge smile lit up both our faces.
"Now go call Charlie before u changed my mind!" I joked at him. Right away however he was on the phone explaining everything. Before I knew it the nurses had come and gone. They had checked everything and the doctr came in for one final assesment before he too cleared me to go.
In the hospital lobby Charlie was pacing back and forth and James was chuckling beside her. As soon as she saw me all hell broke loose.
Grabbing my hand and running out the door with me she started to squeal.
"We have sooo much to do!!" I glances behind me and gave Chris and James a 'save me' look, but both only chuckled. This would be a long afternoon.
+β’+β’+β’+β’+β’+β’+β’
By the time Charlie was done with m I didn't look too bad. I had on a white summer dress and little white gladiador sandels. My hair was in loose ringlets and it was pinned back on one side with a lilly, letting the rest cascade down my back. I had light make-up on and I personally didn't I would want to look any different on my wedding day.
β’+β’+β’+β’+β’+β’+
Chris' POV
James had dragged me home so that I could get showered and changed. He told me not to get too fancy but to dress nice.
I slid on dark blue jeans and a pressed white dress shirt which I rolled up to my elbows.
I slid a little gel through my hair and slid out of the bathroom. James was also changed into almost the same as me except instead of a white shirt he wore a dark forest green.
"Ready?" I smiled.
"Ready."
+β’+β’+β’+β’+β’+β’+
I stood waiting in the judges office for Andy and Charlie to get here. Nothing in my wildest dreams could have brought me to think that this day would come.
When the doors burst open and only Charlie ran in I got a huge lump in my
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