Her Love Fades... by Kerry Boo.. (books suggested by bill gates TXT) 📕

the father.” We all heard her voice, but no one seen her.

I took her hand from behind my back and held up stepping up closer to Randy and Tammy. “Randy, Tammy, May I call you that?” they nodded they’re heads. “OK, Randy, Tammy, I am Luke Wilson. I extended my hand out towards Tammy, and she shook it, and then I extended it towards Randy; big mistake. He took my head and shook it, but squeezed it tightly. I didn’t show him that it was bothering me.

“Well Sugar, get on back her” Tammy said glaring past me at Andi. Andi followed behind her slowly.

I shifted to my other leg and started around the room. “Nervous?” Randy asked me.

“Scared” I replied.

He nodded his head. “Luke, what were you thinking? You know if she is pregnant you will have to take care of the baby because you guys are together, and if you do anything to harm either one of them, I will hunt you down and I will kill you. My buddy owns a farm in another state; he said there’s plenty of land for any kind of usage.”

I gulped and he seen that. “We...we aren’t together…” I whimpered.

He rolled his eyes. “What are you talking about? You guys seem like you are.”

I looked down at the floor. “We used to be…and then I cheated…. And it all went downhill from there, and it still is going downhill apparently.”

He frowned and put his arm around my shoulder. “Luke, Tammy would kill me if she seen me trying to give you comfort for knocking up her nephew, at 16, how old are you anyway? But continuing, I’m not going to threaten you anymore because I pulled the same thing, I got a girl pregnant, and when she told me I ran off…. When andi told you, what did you do?”

“I took a deep breath. I’m 17….and when she told me; I held her and told her everything would be ok. Well first few seconds I froze, and then I did that.”

“And that is completely understandable, because literally when Amy told me that she was pregnant I walked out on her, she threw a picture at me and I just left, I was 18. I wasn’t ready. But now I feel like shit because you are 17, and you stayed by her side, Look Luke, this is proving that you are more mature than people think if you can honestly hold her and tell her everything thing will be ok when you are only 17.”

I felt a little bit better hearing him say that. I peeked back at the room that Andi entered, as

Tammy walked into there. “WHAT THE FUCK ANDI? ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?? YOUR PREGNANT AND YOU ARE 16!! YOU AREN’T THE YOUNGEST CHICK TO EVER GET PREGNANT, BUT I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE PREGNANT! YOUR MOTHER WOULD BE SO FUCKING ASHAMED ANDI!! SHE IS LOOKING DOWN STARING AT YOU RIGHT NOW THINKING THAT WAS THE STUPIDEST MISTAKE EVER!! ANDI DO YOU EVEN KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT BEING A MOTHER? DOES LUKE KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT BEING A FATHER!!?? GOD I AM SO ASHAMED!!!”

“Hey, at least you aren’t her.” Randy whispered.

“Tammy doesn’t need to be yelling at Andi, like that, it wasn’t her fault. Honestly It was mine if anyone should be getting yelled out it should be me.”

“Luke I appreciate how you are trying to take the whole blame, but unless you fucked her while she was asleep or drunk, then the blame is on her to. Besides, don’t be jealous… She started with andi… but she is going to finish with you.”

Andi
how was i supposed to react to that? i was emotionless, in shock. i wanted to cry, i wanted to scream and i wanted to take everything and turn it around...But what could i do now? the damage was already done.

"Andi!!" i hear Tammy scream, she's pissed, she's ready to kill me, and i deserve it. i stare straight ahead at the white plain wall, that offers me no confort what so ever. what am i supposed to do? what would you do if you heard, 'Andi, your 16... and pregnant.'

i watch as Tammy marches out to where Luke, and Randy were. What is she gonna say to them? better yet what is she gonna do to Luke? this is a mess, i a big giant mess. my life is a mess.

i muster all my strength and climb off the bed, trying to force a smile and failing miserably. "hi." i say with a pale white face. Luke just nods towards me. i glance around the room so no one can see me wipe away my tears that continously fall. i take a deep breath when everything just crashes to the floor. when i fully register, i'm 16, pregnant, not with the father, my father to make it worse is going to kill me.

"Andi..." i looking over exausted. "are....are you really pregnant?"

i wanted to be in denail, i wanted to shake my head and laugh. but there was no laughing, i was exaimed... and that's that.

i am 16 pregnant, and my father will probably be kicking me out of my house. Where am i supposed to go?

i simply nodd my head, trying so hard to fight back the tears. Luke froze, for what seemed like hours, i guess he was finally realizing, he is going to be a father.

"wow."i heard Randy breath in and exhale deeply. Tammy tried to smile to lighten the mood, but we were all in our own little worlds, what were we supposed to do??

we all stood around there until finally i was snapped out of it. "Andi!? Andi... Come on baby girl.... we have to go talk to our parents..." i frowned when i realized what Luke was saying, we have to tell your father your pregnant. One stupid mistake and now my life was ruined.

i merely nodded my head and tried to make my legs moved, but it felt like i was glued to the floor. Luke walked back and grabbed my hand pulling me a little bit faster. we bother climbed in the car and slammed our doors. it was quiet the whole way back to my house.

As he pulled up into the drive way he turned off the car and laid his head on the steering wheel and stared over at me. "What are we supposed to do?" he whispered.

i shrugged my shoulders and put my head in my hands, trying to cry silently.

he got out of the car and opened my door, pulling me out of the car and into a hug. "shhh, calm down."

i could tell he wouldn't dare say, everything will be ok.

i tired to force my legs to move in the direction of my door, but i couldn't. couldn't do anything. havent' managed to talk, havent managed ti smile. only cry. he walked over towards me and grabbed my hand helping me into the house and setting me on the couch where i just collapsed. "Calm down boo, " he whispered. "i'm going to be here for you the whole time." i nodded my head and looked up into his eyes. i could see the worry that he was trying to hide.

this wasn't fair, he was trying to be strong for me, i had to try and be strong for him.

i sat up pushing my hair to the side and putting on a big fake smile. "thank you Luke." i tried to say in a conferting voice. he didn't buy it. he moved to sit beside me wrapping his arms around me.

he simply smiled.

"he's going to be home...."

"i know babe, and i will not leave your side, if he's kicking you out you can stay with me and my father."

i tired to smile. we laid down on the couch, he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me tight against his body, where we fell asleep together.

******


i opened my eyes to the door slamming shut. "Andiiiiiiiiiii." my father called in the living room.

i glanced up at him and forced out a smile. "Luke's here." i pointed out the obvious trying to make him laugh.

he smirked, "Yes, Andi. i see him lying on my couch."

i smiled foreal this time. "Oh do you now?"

he nodded his head. "i do"

"ok." i took a deep breath and my smile faded, he noticed.

"Andi is everything ok?"

i sat there debating whether i should tell my father while Luke was asleep, or face the fury alone. i looked back and Luke's peaceful face and sighed. "Dad...."

he instantly looked concerned. "What is it??"

"dad...." i took a longer deep breath and glanced around the room, trying to avoid all eye contact with him. "i'm.............. pregnant."

his face fell and i seen his hand twitch towards his gun.

"Dad, calm down please..." i begged

he glared at Luke and reached in his gun holder and brought out his gun, pointing it at Luke. "Wilson! wake the fuck up!!!"

he stirred and opened his eyes, to a gun. a jumped in front of him and held my hands out to stop my father. "dad please.... it was an accident..... he already said he would be there for me, and he wouldn't leave my side no matter what, please dad, i love him...and i need him and it's not just because i am pregnant that i need him, but he's been there for everything and he's saved my life so many times... please... Just please." i begged. i didn't know what else i was supposed to say.

my father lowered the gun to the floor and stared down at the ground. i looked back at Luke who looked alarmed. i gave him a kiss on the cheek and turned back towards my father. "dad..." i said silenlty. "please. i need him."

he glared up at me with fury in his eyes. "Get the fuck out of my house!" he again pointed the gun at Luke. i seen Luke gulp.i made sure my father couldn't see him. "Andi, this bullet would go right through the pitiful little blanket and blow his brains all over my wall."

i blinked quickly. "dad please." i begged him, crying. "Please."

he pursed his lips and returned his gun to the gun holder hanging on his side. "I thought you used protection wilson."

Luke immediantly sat up. "i swear i did!"

my father looked back and forth between both of us before shaking his head. "you two make me sick." he pulled his gun out again and pointed it at Luke.

"Please.....dad.....PLease"

i watched as his finger twitched towards the trigger. i tried to cover the direct path to Luke. he smiled and pulled the trigger.

"Noooooooooooo!" i screamed, and began to bawl, as he pulled the trigger again.

Luke’s P.O.V.

“Please….dad……please.” I hear Andi cry.

What’s going on? I continue to ask myself. I stand there as I’m staring down the barrel of Andi’s dad’s hand held gun. Is he really going to shoot me? I sit there stunned unable to
move a single inch.

“Noooooooo!” she screams as I’m knocked onto the floor.

I reach up and feel all over my body staring at my hand, waiting for the blood to begin to spill. Nothing.

I glance up