Scars by Brooklynn (bill gates books recommendations .txt) 📕

fucking slap. My heart squeezed and I wanted Kimmy to be over me, kissing me and me holding her in my arms. Smiling, I took a deep breath and lifted my head to look at myself in the mirror. "10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1" My breath caught in my throat and my knees went weak, making me fall to the ground, but not before I hit my forehead off the corner of the sink. Sitting on the floor holding my palm to my head my thoughts wondered. I just went through 10 seconds, and felt no discust or hatred for myself. What was making me so happy? Usually I would want to die. But now... I dont know, its just so confusing. I love Kimmy... Wait! No, Its Skyler I love, Kimmy I like right...? I dont even know anymore. My body was stiff getting off the bathroom floor, which should have been expected. Frowning as my legs tensed up, I held onto the sink looking at the cut on my temple. The blood was only dripping slightly down the side of my face. I took a hand towel from the little closet to the left of the bathroom and wiped up my face. I looked at myself in the mirror again and the bleeding had stopped so I ajusted the towel around my waist and walked out of the bathroom smiling.
"Oh, ew gross, way to be obvious about jerking your chicken in there Clay... god" Danyelle's arms were covering her eyes and she ran down the hallway, and downstairs. I laughed. "I wasnt!" I called down to her. Amused, I walked into my room and seen Skyler still sleeping. She looked beautiful. I coudlnt help but smile. Her blonde hair was wild and frizzed, all over the pillow. Her dark eyeliner was showing over her closed eyes and a small smirkish smile was placed at the corners of her lips. She was still in her panties and a white tank top. The tank top was half up on one side, showing her stomach and belly ring. The covers and blankets were wrapped in between her legs and she curled her hand into her hair, the other at her side as she layed on her back. Rubbing my hand through my now semi dry hair, I went over to my dresser and pulled out a pair of boxers. They were black with red words "Fuck Me, Kiss me, Love me, Marry me" Written all over them. I slipped them on and opened another drawer taking out a red v neck. When i slipped it over my head I noticed it was tight, showing all my muscles like they were buldging out. It was also a bit short, so If, oh I dont know,I was to stretch your would see my v shaped hip bones. I smirked knowing it was going to tease Kimmy. It was fun bugging her even though I was with Skyler. I went over to my closet and pulled out a pair of dark black skinny jeans. I slipped a black and red checkered belt off one of the hangers aswell. I pulled up my jeans to just covering my package, still showing my boxers. The waist was tight, making my buldge show a bit, but not like I had a hard on, just showing I was big. Way to sound conseaded. The rest of the jeans were baggy (thighs), down until it came to calves and ankles, then it got tight again making my low riding attempt look hot if I might say. I laughed quietly, hoping not to wake up Skyler. I slipped my belt through the hoops and buckled it up. I put on some black socks and went to look in my stand up mirror. I messed up my hair, not bothering to put on a hat because I knew Kimmy loved it when my hair was all messy and sexy as she called it. I smirked when I was satisfied. Skyler grumbled from the bed and started tossing and turning. I frowned at her, her eyes were glued shut and she was biting her lip mumbling "Please dont" Over and over again really quietly. I frowned deeper knowing she was having a nightmare. I crawled into bed next to her, took her face in my hands and kissed her gently but passionatly, wiping her tears as they flowed, still not breaking the kiss. She fluttered her eyes open, her heart racing a mile a minute. She blushed when I pulled away and smiled at her. "Nightmare babe?" I asked. She nodded looking tired and pale. I leaned in to kiss her again, starting gently, getting rougher and more passionate. I slid my hand down her thigh and rubbed a finger over her panties. She moaned and I smiled.Standing up and leaving the room, knowing she was going to kill me afterwards, I walked downstairs. I did it really just to get her mind off things for awhile. When I walked downstairs, everyone was sitting around the living room eating pizza. Popcorn, chips, pop, cookies, bags of skittles, starbursts and fuzzy peaches were all over the living room coffee table. I smiled. "Movie night!" I said grabbing a handful of popcorn and sitting down beside Kimmy and Mickey on the couch. "Yeah, Just until 10:30pm, thats when were leaving to go the the New Years Eve party" Tyler said drinking a can of pop. I looked at the clock, it was only 4:16pm. I knew it wouldnt be late since everyone just got home and school ended at 3:30pm. I nodded. I was excited. I could get drunk, and party with my friends. I wondered if Kimmy was going to go, but I quickly took that off my mind and grabbed a 2L bottle of pop, chugging down half of it. I smiled down at Kimmy and she looked blushy and PISSED. I laughed. I couldnt help it. I knew she was pissed about my outfit. I took that moment to look at what she was wearing. Last time I seen her she was half naked...Now she had on a tight, short jean skirt with a brown belt and a Blu-ish greenish and brown checkered plaid shirt that was miss buttoned, showing a side of her stomach. She looked gorgeous. "You. Suck" She said glaring at me and crossing her arms. "Dont make me make you regret those words Mrs. Adams" I said back, breathing hot air on her neck in the process. She shivered and smiled. Skyler walked downstairs at that time and was wearing what to me looked like slut on heels outfit. It was wrong of me to call her that, but if she didnt already have me, the only thing I would wanna do by looking at her is screw her. And it angered me knowing thats what guys would see looking at her. She had on a white see through crop top that went down her stomach sideways, showing the edge of her bright red lacey bra and a whole side of her belly. You could even see the bra through the shirt too. She also had on a white short short SHORT jean skirt with a red belt, and some high heels that were also red. With the way she matched her colors I knew she was trying to show her bra. She had on big white hoop earings that I could stick my fist through, bright red lipstick, dark dark eyeliner that I admit made her gorgeous eyes stand out so perfectly. Her belly button ring was changed to a red bow that dangled just past it button. Her hair was straightened and hanging over her shoulders, and she had on a lot of cover up becase the scar on her face was practiacally invisble. I wanted to get up and yell at her to go change. I didnt want other guys looking at her let alone fucking touching her. Yet im touching other girls... I sighed. But what I wanted was different from what I was going to do. She spun around the edge of the bottom of the stairs and looked at everyone as they stopped talking. "What I miss?" She said and smiled. She walked over to me. She looked at Kimmy for a moment. She was giving a dirty look to her, almost like, she was asking ehr to move. Kimmy starred back and then stood up. Skyler sat in her seat and Kimmy sat on Mickey's lap for a moment. Zoey and Justin started coming down the stairs and Kimmy got up, and left, walking back upstairs without a second glance, or word to anyone, not even me.

Confessions

Zoey...

Justin was looking so god damn cute. It was almost time to go to the party, so me and Justin were both getting ready. He had on baggy skinny jeans, a black belt and a black tight soft sweater over his wife beater. He looked sexy and mature. I was only in a white bando that was over my purple bra, and some purple panties. Justin was on my bed and I trusted he wouldnt try anything on me. I pulled over a purple and white small stripped tanktop with a low neck. The neck line went out and under my boobs, showing my white bando and bra straps perfectly. Then I put on some white jean short shorts that had rips in the thighs, and strings hanging from them. I pulled on some socks and my mid calve high white and puple converse I bought the day I did this outfit. I looked good. Or I hoped I looked good. I went and stood infront of my tall mirror. I lifted up my shirt and rubbed my hand over my belly. I turned sideways. I didnt look like I gained weight. I looked the same. Still fat. "Whoa whoa whoa, Zo, are you pregnant?" Justin came up behind me and took my hands spinning me to face him. Tears weld up in my eyes and spilt over. "Zoey...are you.. how.. I dont..." Justin looked sad. "Justin am I that fat that you think im pregnant?" I started crying harder. "What! No, god no, Zoey when a girl is standing infront of a mirror checking her belly, it usually just POPS pregnant". I laughed at that. "Im not pregnant, Im still a virgin moran" "Good, but then why were you checking your weight?" he asked. I frowned. "Im so fat." I yelled in fustration. "Zoey, no your not. Im not getting into this argument again so just shut up, and get your cute little ass down stairs" He said and pointed to the door. "Love you too jerk" I mumbled walking down the stairs with him behind me. Kimmy was just walking up the stairs to her room when I passed her by. When she was out of ear reach, everyone started talking. "Kim not coming?" I asked sitting on Justins lap, talking to Mickey. He blushed. Da faquuuuue?. "No she's staying home tonight". "But its New Years Eve!" I shouted. "I know but she just wanted to stay home by herself" he said.