Scars by Brooklynn (bill gates books recommendations .txt) 📕

our house had some really nice curves and features. There was a pic of me and kimmy.. I smiled. Me and kimmy... I thought. "aha!" Zoey shouted as she stuffed her note book into her bag. I looked up just in time to see justin come behind zoey, grab her waist and drag her up and over his shoulder. She screamed a loud, long sounding like she was murdered scream and I jumped and fell straight on my ass as I stumbled back. "What the hell!" I shouted laughing. She jumped off, turned around and faced justin. She smacked him over and over and over again. "That wasnt funny!" She said. "It was pretty funny" He said holding his stomach laughing. She smacked him again and again. "Hey hey hey! Zoey stop!" He said trying to get her to stop. She hit him in the chest hard, just before she slammed her locker and stomped off. Before she could leave Justin stopped her by grabing her wrist. She looked back at him, then me, with sad eyes. I felt instantly guilty. "Hey.. Zoey.. Im sorry c'mon let me carry you to clay's locker" He said as he took her hands. I saw her relax and give him a smile that showed so much love that I looked away afraid I wasnt supposed to see. I Know they were bestfriends, but im sure everyone noticed that they felt more of eachother.. except them maybe. "Okay..." She mumbled as he lifted her up and over his back as she wrapped her arms around his neck. "Im sorry too!" I shouted at her and ran backwards down the hall smirking. "No your not dick!" She shouted. "Your right, Im not" I said sticking both my middle fingers up at her and smirked. I turned around and walked down the stairs to the second floor. I Quikly grabbed my black and grey bag, stuffing in all my sketch books and slummed it over my shoulder reaching for my phone. I closed my locker and followed Zoey and Justin down the hall and out the doors. We walked off to the line of cars. "Who's got keys?" I asked remembering Skyler... "Me!" Zoey smiled. "Oh hell no, Im not getting in the girl thing" Justin told Zoey. "Get in morons, or you can walk the fuck home" She said starting the engine. We pulled into the Jeep, and she drove off not even a second after our feet got of the ground. "Damn this girl drives like a maniac!" I shouted, running my top lip over my tongue piercing over and over again. I do this sometimes when im scared, nervous, or bored. I think this was a mixture of the first two, no way was this boring! Justin smirked and finally we pulled into the house drive way. I bolted out of the car and into the house before Zoey even stopped driving. I had a bit to run, so I booked it. When I got to the front door, I walked in and closed it behind me silently. I followed the sounds of groans and cries of pain. I looked behind me to see Zoey and Justin standing a little away from the kitchen, gesturing me to go further ahead. I nodded, and walked into a scene I almost puked at the sight off.
Blood soaked hand towels were all over the counter, along with a half empty bottle of rubbing achohal, that im sure 15 minutes ago was stocked high to the top, and a lot of first aid kit stuff scattered around the whole kitched counters. "Skyler!, what happened baby?" I could tell my voice made her jump cause her eyes bolted open wide with surprise and she staggered herself to a steady stand. I rushed up to her side and held her elbow, taking the achohal soaked cloth from her and pressing it to her cut. "Clay stop it" She said sounding breathless and hurt. What was she talking about, stop it? She was fucking gushing blood! "Im not stopping, are you nuts? Your hurt!" "Now close your eyes" I told her. She did as I said. I poured the bottle of achohal over her cut directly and she flinched and screamed. "Clay stop helping me!" She said and pushed me away. 'Skyler what happened!" I shouted at her. "I got molested and abused is what happened!" She screamed in my face, and the cut started bleeding again, harder and harder with everytime he talked.. well.. yelled. Me? I just stood there. Frozen in my place after what she just said. I snapped out of it quicker than I thought I would and pulled her into my arms, rubbing her hair and telling her it would be okay over and over and she bawled her eyes out into my shirt. "What happened, tell me everything" I told her after she calmed down a bit. She nodded weakily. "I was just...." She looked like she was searching for the right words. "I just walked down the hall minding my buisness, when seth -that guy in our former math class? The one before we went back - pulled me into a room, and shoved his hand down my pants" She shivered. "I started crying, and when I stuggled against him, he slapped me and dragged his fucking ring down my face" She said. I felt so bad. I instantly brought my lips to hers, kissing her, trying to take her pain away. She hesitated, but soon her lips moved with mine. "Its okay, I'm always going to be here Sky" I told her. She nodded, tears glossing her eyes. "Now! Lets get you leaned up" I smiled at her. I rubbed achohal over her cut against, digging hard to wipe the blood from her face. I felt so bad, but it had to be cleaned before I could could get her stitched up, and bandaged. I took a needle, and dissolving stitch thread. "Brace your self babe, its gonna hurt" I told her, looking into her sad eyes. "Kiss me?" She said softly. I put the needle down and held onto her waist tight as she sat up on the counter. I kissed her lips hungrily, begging for her sadness to go away. She licked my lips and I parted them slightly, allowing her tongue to dance with mine. She moaned softly, and I smiled pulling away. I cleaned her cut quickly once more before poking the needle lightly into her skin, going in and out, feeling terrible I was hurting her in anyway. I know, just this morning I was scedualing a kissing lesson with Kimmy, but that doesnt mean I dont love Skyler, Cause I do. I sighed at myself. I cant cheat on Skyler.. It would be wrong, no matter how much I want kimmy.. how much I care for her... I was on the verge of tears, and I know, It seems strange, but I just pushed them back and finished up her stitching. "There" I mumbled and broke the thread. She looked at me, its wasnt a bad stitching, she still looked beautiful. I smiled knowing I had her. I frowned knowing I would have almost lost her if I had gone with kimmy. I leaned in, holding her face in my hands so lightly as if I could break her, and kissed her lips for a long, comfortable time, smiling and just being with her. I almost ruined this... "Okay guys were leaving back for lunch!, Cya love dorks" Zoey shouted laughing along with Justin just before the door closed. I looked back at Skyler, her eyes were glowing, and her smile was tilted up. I smiled before leaning her back on the counter, getting over top of her, and having one the the hottest make-out sessions I have ever had. Thinking about it afterwards, I laughed and smiled at the thought. Then... we took things up stairs.

Justin...

Zoey and I walked out to the little yellow jeep those girls call a car. I was watching Zoey as she bent over and grabbed the car keys she dropped. Her legs were long, and looked smoother, her back and stomach were showing from her Sour patch kids Maynard T-shirt/Tank, Her gorgeous, roud butt was tucked away tightly in her short shorts, and hair was just laying across her face... She looked beautiful. "Like what you see?" She smirked at me, snapping me out of my thoughts. I smiled up at her. "Not even a little bit" She tryed to show fake hurt, but I swear I seen some real shining in her eyes. I sighed hoping she knows I was joking. I turned the radio up and and Kelly clarkson's -What doesnt kill you, was blaring. Zoey isntantly perked up and began singing. Her voice was gorgeous, I just sat there in awe, smiling wide as she wiggled her butt on the car seat. How much I wanted to be that seat I said to myself before laughing. "What do you have for lunch today?" She asked me. I smiled at her, "Fifteen bucks" I said smirking. She laughed. "Very healthy" She smiled at me. "What about you?" I felt myself asking before I could stop the words. I knew she didnt eat, and when she did, she basically threw the food up like is was a crime being in her stomach. I hated that she did that, I knew it wasnt making her healthy like she should be. I couldnt be without my best friend, I mean, the girl meant a lot to me. I looked at her shift her wait before answering me. "Nothing, as usual" She sad smirked. "Okay" I told her. You dont wanna see us get into a fight, cause no-one ever wins. We both end up bawling out eyes out, being pissed and snapping at every person who says our name, its bad. I shivered at the thought. "Okay" She mimicked and laughed smiling at me. She pulled into the parking lot of the school, and I stepped out. She Jumped on my back, and I hugged her butt to lift her higher before grabbing her thighs. I wasnt trying to be perverted, I just couldnt hold her up with her ankles or something. "Too the tree!" She shouted hugging my head and ruffling my hair between her hands. One thing she knows I love and hate at the same time. Love it,because it turns me on, hate it, because it turns me on. I sighed and just let her be happy. She's happy, im happy I smiled to myself. I shifted her weight a few times, by the 4th time, she asked "Am I too heavy?, Im sorry Im fat" She mumbled into my hair. "Zoey, your not fat, you just keep slipping" I told her shifting her weight again. "Yes I am JC" I could feel her tense up as she mumbled from her lips in my hair. "Zoey no your not" I told her. "Am" "Arnt" "Am" "Arnt" "Am" "Arnt" I Put her down and let her face me. "Your arnt, your perfect" I told her and kissed her nose. She grumbled a cuss word and jumped back on my back. "Just shut up" I told her and carried her on my back to the cafeteria. We don't sit in here at lunch, everyone always starred at us, like we were some fucking wolf pack of people with sharpe blades. Although, there were some girls who flirted occasionally with me and the guys, same for the girls. Zoey clung to my back, presses her body against me tightly, as if I could protect her from the stares of judgemental idiots. I put her down and held her hand, and squeezed lightly before letting go. I scouted the tables, seeing if there was any of our friends around. I spotted a gorgeous girl,