Shadows of the Past by Kayla Stiles (buy e reader txt) 📕

Chorus: That no one gives a shit
If you live or if you die!
Only I will hear your screams
As your blood drains from your wounds.
And as you slowly lose your life, you will hear these words:
AS YOU SUFFER IN MY DEATH.
As you suffer in my death,

WHEN YOU TASTE THE DEMON’S BREATH
When you taste the demon’s breath,

YOU WILL FINALLY SEE THE WRATH
You will finally see the wrath,

OF MY NEVERENDING DEATH!!!

What the fuck?! What’s your issue now?!
You say I’m not normal? I don’t dress normal??
I don’t ACT normal you say? What the fuck?
Look who’s fucking talking! Miss COME FUCK ME!
You’re a SLUT!
Silly goose, you’re a motherfucking whore!
YOU'RE NOT NORMAL!
All I want is to be left alone with friends!
Don’t need to be fucked with, I’ll tear you apart!
Don’t mess with me! And you’ll be just fine.
You’ll never know what I’m capable of, as long as you leave me alone!
So I’ll tell you now:

Chorus: No one gives a fuck
If you live or if you die!
Only I will hear your screams,
As the knife cute ever deeper
Into your soft, pathetic flesh!
As you slowly extenguinate, you’ll hear these growls:
AS YOU SUFFER IN MY DEATH
As you suffer in my death,

WHEN YOU TASTE THE EVIL’S BREATH
When you taste the evil’s breath,

YOU WILL FINALLY SEE THE WRATH
You will finally see the wrath,

OF HELL’S NEVERENDING DEATH!

So who the fuck would care
If you were to just disappear?!
Who would be looking for
Your torn and desecrated corpse?!
Not those you believe in!
Only the Dark Lord will have an eye for
Your worthless spirit, your pathetic soul!
So scream all you want you stupid bitch!
As I carve out your frail flesh and
Feed it to you bloody raw!
You hear that? That nothingness?
Yeah, NO ONE CAN FUCKING HEAR YOU NOW!

Chorus: As you hear my wicked laughter,
As you see the blade’s cruel edges,
The chains cut deep into your flesh
As you struggle with no point!
Stupid bitch! Shut the fuck up
And just listen my sermon for once:
AS YOU DIE IN MY DEATH
As you die in my death

WHEN YOU TASTE THE ACID’S BREATH
When you taste the acid’s breath

YOU SHALL FINALLY SEE THE MEANING
You shall finally see the meaning

OF HELL’S MERCILESS DEMEANING!!
Of Hell’s merciless demeaning.

*hum*

Quiet: So suffer in my death
As I watch your mangled body
Leave over the cliff forever.
You have finally known
What I feel inside. You
Now know
My DEATH!!!!
My death…

MY LIFE SPELLS DEATH

Misunderstood,
Yearning for loveth.
Lost in this curseth,
Instead of warm hugs.
Fading in thee distance,
Every second smaller still,
Ships of warm loveth, of hugs, of bliss, of thrill.
Pelting thine with stones,
Eating away thy flesh.
Licking flames melt thine spirit whilst
Laughing hags break thine heart.
Slowly dying, slowly fading,
Dryads, naiads, nymphs, praying.
Every cell in thine body withering.
Aching blood sluggishly moves through slit veins.
Treachery feared for this poor Wiccan.
Hath no one no shameth, or loveth, or care?

My Own Personal Hell

9/16/09

Love has died, only hate and depression
Remain in this hollow shell.
Life blood spilling, I’m hanging by a thread.
Unknown to the world, chained to my own personal hell.
Bruised, battered, branded, bashed. Chained to the wall,
Unable to deflect the abusive blows.
My heart has died, so has my hope. My will to
Live may be next.
Too cowardly to die, yet too depressed and damaged to
Survive; stuck in this limbo of pain.
No one hears my anguished screams, for
No one cares.
Unbeknownst to myself, but thought of constantly, it appears
I may die soon and die alone.

My Place in the Rain

You see me pass by you everyday
Yet at the same time, you don’t see me.
You see the paper smile taped to my face.
This daily-donned façade of a happy me.
But inside is contained all the hurt and ache
From a million broken dreams, a hundred broken promises.
A teenage girl, lonely and dying of deadened heartache.
Has a boyfriend and all she can really think about
Is all the memories of an ex boyfriend she loves and misses.

All I can ever truly always be guaranteed
Is my place standing in the middle of the rain
As it pours down over my face, treating me like a seed.
My feet planted firmly on the ground, seeming insane.
While everyone takes cover indoors from the cold,
I stand alone in the pouring rain, drenched to the bone.
The salty tears streaming down my face mingle with the semi-cold
Fresh water of the rain. I stand there forever, still as stone.
For This is My Place in the Rain.

My Sweet Revenge

You left me out here in the cold
All alone, full of hate and agony.
You betrayed me and, in turn,
You killed my heart, you turned it black.
I fucking hate you now, but guess
What bitch?! It’s ok, ‘cause

Chorus: I finally went outside today,
Bought myself a new knife today.
I showed up at your house today,
And now you lie on your bedroom floor.
Dead, soulless eyes staring up at me.
I found you bitch, now here it is.
My Sweet Revenge!

I was so kind to you,
I gave you all of my love,
I tried so hard to not break
Your heart, just to have you break mine.
I could have stayed with you forever, but
You tore me apart. It’s good though ‘cause

Chorus: I finally talked to my friends today.
Went out and got a gun today.
I showed up at your work today.
There was a loud bang, and suddenly
You lay on the floor at my feet.
I shot you dead bitch and now you see
My Sweet Revenge!

I took you in, I held you close.
I kiss you long and hard.
I felt your skin, on my bare flesh.
You bitch! I even showed you
Into my fucking bed! But whatever
‘Cause here’s what I’m trying to say!

Chorus: ‘cause I finally got over you today.
I saw you alone in the streets today.
I walked over to approach you today.
You turned your back on me but
That just made it easier for me.
I came up behind you today.
And I ripped out your fucking throat!
Now you’re dead bitch and it’s all because of me!!!

The church bells are ringing,
The mourning voices are rising and singing.
Your casket lies in front of the people.
It’s black sleekness shiny and morbid.
Everyone sits, crying and sobbing.
Everyone but me. Because I stand, laughing.

I warned you bitch, and here it finally is.
My Sweet Fucking Revenge.

Not Sorry

You say you’re sorry,
A million times over.
But how can I believe you
When you sometimes lie to me
Just to prevent a fight?
I know you must love me,
Otherwise your eyes would be sad,
Otherwise you’d never want to be with me.
But it hurts a lot when
You don’t show that you actually care.
You make me feel like I
Don’t matter in your life at times.
You make me feel like I’m nothing
To you.
If you love me so much,
Then why do you constantly do this to me?
Why do you continue to hurt me with
Your words and your actions?
You.
Are not.
Sorry.