feelings for her by Vishal Singh (books to get back into reading .txt) 📕

serious as if he was
at war, like Kargil one. Only in that room, it was
only me who was enjoying freedom, complete
freedom. I was dressing my room, placing articles
to their proper place, already I had ordered
sweeper to clean the room, but none of them was
doing anything, Ankit was still on his chair &
Deepak in bathroom, I can’t tolerate such
environment anymore, after all it was my day…..

After taking ½ an hour rest, I asked both of them to
join me, they were resisting but they couldn’t resist
in front of Jay any longer, I made them ready for
a small journey, It was the time for Apache, with
Deepak at middle, Ankit at back, I was driving,
from OAT to Library, Girl’s Hostel to Sports
Complex, about whole campus we had witnessed in
just 45 minutes, Then we exited the campus, I drove
straight to India Gate, Now they too were enjoying,
laughing, looking like they were unaware of such
life-style, I too was enjoying, after all it was my day
7 now I was going to make this day remarkable at
India Gate, Ankit & I went for vodka & Deepak
didn’t want to lose his virginity, virginity towards
alcohol, He went for Pepsi, Ankit wanted more,
more such Vodka stocks for hostel nights, he was
very experienced regarding this, as though he
belonged to Mumbai, but the last 3 years he was in
Kota,Gorakhpur, for IIT-JEE preparation, moreover
Deepak was his study-mate as they both were in
same batch, We then went for a night-show,
Terminator, awsm movie it was, & then we drove
back to the campus, I didn’t want to sleep that
complete day, Ankit & Deepak were unable to
sleep, in memories of their family, I could read their
faces, feeling the love one gets from his family,
Then to utilize time, we played football, then Ludo
& at last about 5:00 a.m. we went for bed, awsm
day it was, I was completely tired, but still I couldn’t
sleep, Vodka made Ankit to sleep & Deepak tears
helped him to sleep, but about 6:30 a.m. I was
recollecting my early life, then I couldn’t resist my
eyes & they covered themselves ……………

 

Yaadi,” Yaar, No one can enjoy more than you 3
did, when it comes to first day of you college, You
went for India Gate, Terminator, Vodka & Pepsi
too, What else can one want………”

Jay,”Yaar, The second day was even more
interesting ………. ”

Yaadi,” Second day, after going to bed about 6:30
a.m., How can one expect to go for second day…”

Jay,” Ya, that what just happened, When I
woke-up, It was about 11:00 p.m. there at clock,
with no Ankit & Deepak besides me, They already
had gone for their classes, in hurry, I took a quick
shower & about 11:30 I was there, one of classroom
according to the time-table, one of the
lecturer was shouting at a girl, for being 25 minutes
late for the first lecture, suddenly broking the
silence, I entered & as a consequence he directed
his machine-gun to me & after 5 minutes of
continuous scolding, we both were expelled from
that lecture, I took a 180 degree turn & quickly left
the class with no regretting face as if It was my
father’s college, & she too was coming behind me, I
was going towards ECE canteen & suddenly, a
known voice came……

“So you are not a Driver, Haan?” She enquired.

I turned back, Oh, she was Drishti Gupta, I replied her
back,” This is Jay Signh, from Lucknow.”

“Please, Clear my confusion, You are Driver or
Student or Both ?...”, She asked impatiently.

I didn’t want to answer that question, otherwise I
would have to share my past with her, which I didn’t
want, I was just keep on walking, At ECE canteen, I
asked her,” Pepsi or Mirinda ?”

“First answer….”,She replied.

I(To shop owner),”Give her a Limca……..”….”

Yaadi,”Great ab khushiyaan Limca se bhi badhti
hain, Haan? Awsm Yaar, then what happened?”

Jay,” I took a Coke, We both headed towards
library, But she was continuously asking for answer,
After all there was someone who had spent ½ an
hour with me, without knowing my reality, then
how could I deny her, I made her aware of my
reality, & then what happened, which still I am
living with, After knowing the reality I was living
with, she put her hand on my hand, consoled me as
no one can console me, Even Yaadi you can’t,
Suddenly changing the track, she asked me to Bunk
the whole day, with my Apache (Which she called
my girl-friend), A guy with 1313 & a girl with 1780
rank in JEE, were bunking the first-day of
college……… We were genius, & Genius never
bother about class, they bother about their
performance, about their lives, their world, As to be
a good performer, you should be a person with bigheart
first………. ”

With this Jay fetches his guitar, shares a note
with Yaadi…….

“Ik ajnabi sa chehra, rehta hai meri nazar me….
Ik dard aake thehra, din raat dard-e-jigar me…”

Yaadi,” Great Bhai, Pehla hi din Bunk, Genius…
Genius….. How was she looking?”

Jay,” It is always impossible for me to describe
her, I can’t, you can’t describe about one, about
one whose eyes restricts you to them, whose smile
makes you feel like the time has stopped for you,
whose voice takes you to the heaven, whose
presence is just only thing which you want from
your complete life…..”
Yaadi,” I got it Bro, But just tell me, how was her
clothing style, How did you both celebrate that first
Bunk……..”

Jay,” Let me try, She was having a jean, a TShirt,
showing her madness towards music with
some guitar notes painted at back saying I Love
Music, Might be this or something other
responsible for my love towards music, You have to
find, Anyway, I ran towards hostel like a rocket
launcher, to fetch my Apache, thinking about its
luckiness for me, within few minutes, I placed it in
front of her, she occupied back seat, I was feeling
as the God is giving back my life, I kicked it
furiously, Apache’s voice made her little bit afraid,
to this she put her hands on my shoulders, How
lucky I was, Now it was my responsibility to take her
for an awsm ride, I made her introduce several
places like Jantar-Mantar, Qutub-Minar, Red Fort,
Lotus Temple as she was new to this, as she was
from Gorakhpur. We tasted several street-works,
ice-creams, Dosa, Bhaturriey, Tikki-Chaant etc a
lot…., It will be correct to say, that day we were
moving with 3 things, 1st was food, 2nd was new
places & 3rd was our growing friendship….. I didn’t
want my wrist watch to run, I wanted that moment
to freeze forever, but you can’t, you can’t freeze the
moments, the good time, the time you are living at
peak of happiness, joys a lot & reality associated
with the good time is that it never remains ‘good’,
after driving about 4 hours & a lot of full-toooo
masti, At about 6:00 p.m., I dropped her at girl’s
Hostel & she pointed her finger to one of the room,
precisely Room No.-13 calling her room just in
front of mine, Chanakya’s 13, I also made her
introduce to my room by pointing the finger, She
thanked me for giving her that day about 2 years of
continuously studies for entrance, But it was me
who had to say thanks to her for giving me that day
since my birth, I wanted to say thanks to her but I
couldn’t, For the first time, it was very different,
very new feeling for me, when there was no wordsleft for me to use, all I could give was a smiling
face, I kicked my bike, this time very lightly as my
heart-beat had stopped, I dove back to the
hostel………….. ”

Yaadi, “ Oh! My Hero!, You were nearly died haan
?, Hahaa……. Even you were unable to say thanks to
her………, Did my iron-boy rust ???? ”
Jay,” I still don’t know what was it, but whatever
it was, it was my life’s best gift, After parking, my
bike, I reached my room, without caring about
anything, I went straight to window, Ya… Yipeee…
There was she, she was using her Laptop, with
headphones, I was thinking that, what she would be
feeling about my behavior to her, more accurately
about me, Suddenly Ankit called for me, I behaved
as if I was just taking some fresh air, when I entered
in my room, Ankit & Deepak both were
studying……. What the f**k, they started studies,
from the very first day, I shouted on them with
some friendly words, which you often use with your
buddies, Deepak (Mechanical Engineering student)
was copying class-notes to fair registers, Ankit(ECE
student) was doing some sort of assignment, He
told me that we had to submit it by tomorrow,
Again what the f**k, the very first day of our
academic session & we were burdened with
assignments, Now I got to know, why everyone
gives special emphasis on engineering word,
Assignments greets your first day, I was not going
to complete it, frustrating from that trend, I left the
room again, I kicked Apache & drove straight to
OAT (Open Air Theater : Some sort of open air in
engineering college, which lowers the burden of
word engineering, where you can relax yourself
……….) ”

With this, Jay throws the 4th bud & goes to the
kitchen……….

Chapter 5

 

‪#‎chap_5‬

Mayur Vihar, Delhi……….
12 Oct, 2014 ; 10:00 p.m..

Jay lights his 5th cigarette, In kitchen he is frying
rice, preparing Sand-witches, a coffee cup, with a
plate Octorated with all these food items, he comes
out…………….

Thank God! Engineering colleges have some places
like OAT, where you can relax yourself, I was just
parking my bike, A voice came…..

“Hey, You Park it & come fast here.”, One unknown
face asked.

“O.K.”, I replied.

They were seniors might be 2nd,3rd year, there was a
junior, of my year… He was telling them an essay on
‘Taj Mahal’, They asked him to make 5 sentence on
it…… & He was trying to make as –

1. Taj Mahal was built by Shajahaan, in memory of
his wife.
2. Taj Mahal is made up of marble.
3. Taj Mahal is situated in Agra, U.P..
4. Every year, lot of tourist visit Taj Mahal.
5. Taj Mahal is among the top 7 wonders of the
world……

But to my surprise they were laughing at each
sentence, I was feeling that after spending 1 or 2
years at AIT, they became mad as they were
laughing furiously at simple sentences, But I too
laughed when, one of them asked the same boy to
use 2 words,” MY ___________” (Author : You can fill
it by your choice, which can make you laugh a
lot…… lolz…….) instead of Taj Mahal, & repeat the
sentence……

He repeated the sentences as….

1. MY ___________ was built by Shajahaan, in
memory of his wife.
2. MY ___________ is made up of marble.
3. MY ___________ is situated in Agra, U.P..
4. Every year, lot of tourist visit MY ___________ .
5. MY ___________ is among the top 7 wonders of
the world……

This time they were laughing, not just laughing but
dancing, enjoying his each sentence 1 by 1, I was
stood still, with no emotions on my face, One of
them asked me to take a sip of a burning cigarette,
I simply refused as I had no smoking experience till
then, They were behaving as my refusal had invited
a storm for me, I simply warned them, that I am not
here for their enjoyment, I am here for my
enjoyment, So, I requested them to provide way to
me & the same boy , They couldn’t resist my harsh
proposal, they allowed him to leave but not me, as
one of the senior wanted my bike’s ride, Too this I
could refuse also but the way he requested, I gave
him the key, Some of the seniors then interacted
with me, they were not so serious as they were
pretending, One of the senior again urged me to
take a sip, knowing me a wealthy fellow, I again
refused, Then he told me the significance of
cigarette to one’s life, He told………

‪#‎this_is_for_cigarette_lover‬

‪#‎Cigarette‬ is something, which kisses your lips,